DANIEL
EX MACHINA, PART TWO BY PHOENIXE
| Slash: |
Jack and
Daniel involved in a loving and committed relationship, which usually involves
sex. |
| Rating: |
R |
| Category: |
Established Relationship, Angst, Hurt/Comfort,
Action/Adventure, Drama |
| Season/Spoilers: |
Sometime after season 3. Spoilers for Legacy, Maternal
Instinct, Crystal Skull |
| Synopsis: |
Is Daniel going insane...again? |
| Warnings: |
None |
| Length: |
252 Kb Originally completed June 2003 for the JD Six
Pack #2 Zine. A slightly revisted version has also been featured in the
Six Pack Reprise since May 2004, and here it is, also tweaked a bit
yet again, finally making it's debut on JD Divas New Year's Day 2006.
And Happy New Year! |

Jack
hovered nervously at the side of Daniel's
bed, shooting helpless, furious glances at
the man sitting up in it, wide-eyed and
sightless. Sound asleep. However,
being asleep apparently wasn't cramping
his style when it came to shooting his
mouth off.
As Daniel started rattling off
another incomprehensible stream of words
Jack was hugely relieved to see Janet come barrelling
around the corner, her heels tapping out
such an urgent, emphatic tattoo across the
concrete floor Jack was surprised sparks
weren't shooting out of them.
And she wasn't alone.
She had a general in tow.
"Za
hasa ni rava," Daniel babbled as
Frasier and Hammond reached Jack's side.
"You
see?" Jack blurted, jabbing a finger
at Daniel. "This exactly what he was doing before."
Except
with more clothes on.
"How
long has Daniel been in a somnambulistic
state?" Frasier sharply demanded, her
dark eyes carefully assessing.
"Som
– what?" Jack blinked.
"Sleep-walking,
Colonel."
"Well,
it hasn't been so much sleep-walking as
sleep-talking," Jack replied.
"How
long, Jack?" Hammond gently pressed,
all too aware of the level of the
colonel's distress.
"He
started about twenty minutes ago,"
Jack said after casting a quick look back
at Daniel, who'd had resumed speaking
again after he'd been silent for several
seconds.
"He looked at me, but he
wasn't looking at me, you
understand.
Whatever, he's not awake.
I tried talking to him but I got
nothing back.
Then he started talking,
saying all this…stuff, and then he sat
up and he's been yapping a blue streak
ever since. I didn't touch him this time," Jack hurriedly asserted
as Janet turned stern eyes upon him.
"Haven't gone anywhere near
him, I just called you and I've been
keeping an eye on him ever since."
"That's
good, Colonel," Janet nodded
approvingly.
"You've been keeping him under
constant observation and you haven't
interfered with him in any way."
"Swear
to God, strictly hands off," Jack
averred, raising his hands.
"And
you're positive he hasn't made any attempt
to get out of bed or perform any actions
or activities."
"What
you see has been the extent of the floor
show so far," Jack quickly confirmed.
"Funny thing though, if I
didn't know better I'd swear he's talking
to someone.
Or he thinks he's talking to
someone."
Jack grimaced.
"I guess it doesn't help we
can't understand even one side of the
conversation."
"Does
Daniel usually talk in his sleep?"
Janet asked without thinking.
Jack's eyes widened with alarm,
snapped quickly to the general who was
looking at him, awaiting his answer, an
inscrutable sparkle in his eyes.
"That
you've noticed when you've been
off-world," Janet quickly added.
"When you've shared a tent – "
"Well,
there have been one or two times,"
Jack admitted truthfully.
"That I've had occasion to
hear him do it.
When we've been…off-world.
Or he's been sick. And yeah, sometimes it isn't English. But usually," he continued, looking at Janet but keeping
an eye on Hammond's reaction, "When
he does switch to something else, it's a
language I recognise.
Because I've heard it before.
Like Abydonian.
Or Arabic.
He mumbles in French a fair bit for
some reason too, don't ask me, couldn't
tell ya why.
I might not understand it, but I
know what it sounds like.
But this stuff he's been speaking
since getting back from P8-youknowwhere
I've never heard anything like it before.
I don't know what the hell it
is."
"So
there are precedents for some of his
current behaviour, then," Hammond
said thoughtfully.
"You're sure he's never
sleep-walked in the past?"
"Daniel
swears he never has," Jack loyally
asserted.
"He wouldn't lie about
something like that."
"I'm
not suggesting he would or has,
Jack," the general told him with a
reassuring smile.
"I just wanted to confirm
Doctor Jackson is not, nor has ever been
prone to sleep-walking."
"Not
that I'm aware of, Sir," Jack meekly
supplied.
"Yaza nir abandana." Daniel
suddenly emphatically announced,
immediately drawing the attention of
everyone in the room.
As three heads
swivelled
at the determined sound of Daniel's voice
he closed his eyes, lay back down on the
bed and then opened his eyes once more.
"Jack!"
the linguist cried, his blue eyes sparking
with urgency the instant they alighted on
the person they sought.
"Yoso
nor agadan.
Meyno ir agadan."
"I
think he's awake," Jack said
uncertainly.
"Of course, these days it's
hard to tell."
"Noki,
ni tiramon!" Daniel huffed, sweeping
the covers away from his body and sitting
up. "Meyno
abada," he insisted, swinging his
legs over until he was perched on the side
of the bed.
"Iro agadan," he
entreated, his right arm describing a wide
arc encompassing the empty room.
Daniel
peered expectantly at his audience,
becoming immediately perplexed as he
watched his friends' faces get longer and
graver.
Significant glances were briefly
exchanged before Jack jauntily observed.
"Well,
this in new."
"What?"
Daniel demanded and then turned to Cephus.
"I'm sorry, can you ask
them," he waggled a hand at the horde
of eager Kathosians milling all around the
bed, their occasional forays actually into
it and through it disturbing and
distracting him from being able to focus
on the corporeal people in the room he had
to convince he wasn't a head case
– "could they step back,
just a bit.
I'm feeling a little crowded
here."
"There!"
Jack frowned.
"Who's he talking to?"
"What's
he saying?" Hammond asked, turning to
Janet.
"What
are they saying what am I saying?"
Daniel demanded of Cephus.
"Daniel,
can you understand us?" Janet gently
inquired, taking a careful step closer.
"Yeah,"
Daniel cautiously returned, still not
certain what was going on but definitely
certain when he figured it out he was
going to hate it.
"Dahn?"
Jack glared at him.
"What the hell does 'dahn'
mean?
Yes?
Does that mean yes?
What does it mean?" he said
again, turning to Janet.
"Why
are you asking me?" she shrugged.
"How should I know?"
"Yeah?"
Daniel said again, hopefully, to be met by
another round of uncomprehending eyes.
Once again he appealed to the man
only he could see standing at the head of
the bed. "Um, we have a problem here," he said, biting his
lip.
"They don't understand me.
Why don't they understand me and
how can I fix it?
Any ideas?"
"Okay,
this obviously isn't working," Jack
muttered.
" Daniel, you want to stop
talking to your invisible friend there and
focus? I know!" he exclaimed,
brightening. "Try stomping once for
yes and twice for no!"
"Jack,
don't be an ass!" Daniel snarled,
crossing his arms and glaring hatefully at
his colonel.
"Whoa,
I got that," Jack sniffed.
"Obviously there's nothing
wrong with his attitude," he
dryly observed.
"Pissy as usual."
"So
it would seem," Janet lowered her
head, smothering a smile.
"Also, I think he understands
us, at least."
"Dahn!"
Daniel blurted, shaking his head
excitedly.
"Dahn yobeyo!
Ah nore yasa," he exclaimed to
a patch of empty air by the head of the
bed.
"Siri?"
"Ah
crap, there he goes again!"
Jack grumbled.
"Daniel, this is getting
weird!"
"You're
right, Colonel, he does appear to be
talking to someone. Or, at least thinks he is," Hammond mused. "Doctor,
could Doctor Jackson be hallucinating?
General Hammond's eyes were grave.
"Some delayed reaction to the
alien device?
Obviously his mind has been
affected in some way."
"Super,"
Daniel fumed.
"Now they think I'm
crazy."
"I
didn't see any evidence of it, General,
but it's possible we could be dealing with
a scenario similar to when Colonel O'Neill
had the knowledge of the Ancients
downloaded into his brain."
"Oh
God, I hope not," Jack shuddered.
"Although
when that happened there were observable
physiological changes in the colonel's
brain functioning but as I said in
Daniel's case, there's been nothing."
"Close,
but no cigar," Daniel sighed,
pinching the bridge of his nose.
"Cephus, please, what's going
on here?
Why can't they understand me?"
"I'm
sorry, Daniel, I am unsure," the sombre
alien replied, his head lowered,
expression deeply contemplative.
"Unless the Mitron judged
the easiest way for us to be able to
communicate would be to teach you our language
in place of your own."
"Oh!" Daniel blinked. "So
you're saying all the while we've been
talking, even though I think I've
been speaking in English I've actually
been – "
"That
would seem to be the case," Cephus
nodded.
"So
how do I switch back?"
"Again,
I am unsure," Cephus replied, his
eyes pained.
"I understand the Mitron's
function but I was not responsible for
programming it.
Those who did so remained on Kathos
so as to be able to assist you when you
returned.
I am sorry," he finished,
desperately sincere.
"That's
not really helpful," Daniel snapped,
frustration and worry making him react
more sharply than he knew he should have.
"Sorry," he immediately
amended. "Biting your head off isn't going to do any good either.
Think Daniel, think," he
berated himself.
"I have to make them
understand me somehow.
How do I do that?"
"You
keep saying nothing has actually happened
to Daniel's brain that you can see,"
Jack began.
"So to my mind what that says,
no matter what it looks like what he's
going through isn't the same thing as when
I lost the ability to speak English."
"What's
your point, Colonel," Hammond asked.
“Here's
a thought," Jack offered, turning to
the man perched unhappily on the side of
the infirmary bed.
"Daniel, you're a linguist,
right?
You speak, what – twenty three
languages?"
"Dahn,"
Daniel replied cautiously, eyeing Jack
warily.
"Are
they still all in there?
In your head I mean?"
Daniel
just stared at him, perplexed.
"Colonel?"
Hammond demanded.
"Well,
think about it for a minute," Jack
explained.
"Don't look at me like
that," he glared indignantly at
Daniel.
"I get ideas.
Occasionally. From time to time. Anyway,
work with me here. What if – whatever
– rather than erasing his brain and
filling it with new stuff just sort of
confused him a bit?
Added to without taking away? He's
still got the ability to speak in all
those different languages he could before
– including English - but he's stuck on
the wrong language track right now.
However if he just tries to switch
gears he can get it back."
Jack paused and looked expectantly
at the dubious faces around him. "He's a linguist, right?" Jack insisted.
"So, why doesn't he just –
ling?"
More
sceptical
stares.
"C'mon, Daniel," Jack
urged, placing an encouraging hand on his
shoulder.
"What have you got to lose?
Try switching to another language.
See if you can."
"My
God", Daniel gaped admiringly at
Jack.
"That's brilliant.
Is he right?" Daniel asked
Cephus without looking at him.
"I haven't actually lost
the ability to speak English, or any other
language, what the Mitron did was
make your language my 'default' language
– the one I automatically think and
speak in.
So we could communicate without any
complications.
I still know how to speak English.
I just have to try?"
"The
Mitron will not harm you, nor are
its effects permanent," Cephus
replied.
"You have lost none of the
abilities or knowledge you previously
possessed. It has only added to what pre existed."
"So
it's all still in there somewhere.
Good," Daniel nodded.
"That's good.
I should be able to do what Jack
said, then, I just have to give it a go.
Oh, okay, let me think; say
something else, something else, in another
language.
Sure.
I can do this!" he announced,
smiling brightly.
"Has
he started yet?" Janet muttered to
Hammond.
"I
don't think so," Jack frowned.
"Sounds like the same
gibberish he was talking before.
"Oh Daniel," Jack sing-songed. "We're waiting."
"Oh,
sorry!" Daniel blurted, reddening.
"Um, okay.
What should I say?"
"That
sounded different!" Janet said
excitedly.
"It
did indeed," Hammond nodded.
"You've made a good start,
son," he said encouragingly to
Daniel.
"Keep trying."
"Okay,"
Daniel bobbed his head in agreement, his
brow furrowing as he concentrated on
trying to sift through the confusing
tangle of exotic, varied phrases in dozens
of different languages tumbling around in
his head, in order to pick out the ones he
needed.
"I'll try."
"Nope,"
Jack shook his head.
"Misfire.
Try again."
"Give
me a minute, do you have any idea how hard
this is?" Daniel sniped at him.
"That
sounded like German," Jack mused.
"Cool, a language actually
spoken on this planet.
That's progress, right?
Come on Daniel, you're getting
warmer!"
"Merde!"
Daniel seethed, squeezing his eyes shut.
"Hey,
I understood that!" Jack beamed,
insufferably pleased with himself.
"You're getting warmer, buddy.
Watch your language though, there's
a lady present."
"Stop
nagging!" Daniel snapped.
"You're confusing me, I need
to concentrate."
"Russian?"
Jack frowned.
"Was that Russian?
Cold, Daniel, getting cold."
"Jack
– I swear to God if you don't shut up
– "
"Yes!"
Jack hooted.
We have a winner!
Give the man a kewpie doll!
Way to go, Daniel!"
"That's
it?" Daniel exclaimed.
"I'm – I'm – you can –
"
"Yep,"
Jack grinned.
"Now you're making absolutely
no sense in a language we can all understand."
"Why
doesn't he just ling?" Daniel
said witheringly.
"Ling,
lang, potayto, potawto, whatever,"
Jack shrugged. "Hey, it worked,
didn't it?"
"Oh
for – " Daniel's jaw abruptly
snapped shut, he closed his eyes and took
a deep breath.
"We haven't got time for
this," he muttered, then opened his
eyes again and aimed his attention and the
full force of his appeal directly at
General Hammond.
"General,
I'm glad you're here, please, you have to
let me go back to P8X-807
immediately," he entreated, the words
erupting out of him in a rapid, urgent
explosion.
"There are a lot of people
here who are going to die soon if we don't
get them back home and millions more on
807 – well, they're not going to die,
but they're trapped - they need our help
– "
Daniel
abruptly stopped speaking, realising from
the sceptical
looks surrounding him he'd made a bad
start.
"Um, maybe I should have put
that another way," he said with a
strained smile.
"What
people, son?" Hammond said softly and
carefully. Like he was talking to a
delusional five-year old.
"You
don't have to back away from me slowly I'm
not nuts," Daniel sighed, his heart
sinking.
"No,
but I think you'd better lie back and
rest, Daniel," Janet soothed,
stepping forward to place a gentle hand on
his shoulder.
"No,
no," he unhappily insisted, shrugging
off her hand.
"Don't treat me like I'm –
please, just listen to me for a
minute.
It's important!"
"We're
listening, Daniel," Jack told him,
giving Janet a 'back off, let him talk'
glare.
"Calm down and tell us what's
going on."
"Okay,"
Daniel nodded, flashing Jack a grateful
glance. "I realise what I'm about to say, most of it is going to
sound pretty – out there – I know
that, and I can't help that, nor can I
prove any of it but I'm telling you –
you have to believe me.
No matter what it sounds like.
Please?"
The
almost plaintive ending of Daniel's
entreaty made Jack's gut clench with
dismay.
As did the obstinate but
unconvinced optimism flushing his
determinedly resigned face. Jesus, Daniel was coming out swinging, knowing he had to
score a home run but not really believing
he was going to get a chance to even step
up to the plate.
In fact, he honestly didn't believe
anyone was going to take him seriously but
he wasn't about to let it keep him from
trying.
Crap,
it had to break his frigging heart to have
to try so hard. All the damned time. How
the hell had they all grown so careless of
Daniel to treat him this way, that no
matter what Daniel did, no matter how many
times he proved himself, got it right,
knew what to do, pulled their asses out of
the fire, saved the frigging day, none of
it counted for squat in the eyes of those
who knew him best and definitely should
know better.
Daniel was still right back behind
the eight ball the next time out in spite
of everything he'd already done to earn
not only their respect, but their
automatic trust without ever getting it,
and in order to get anything done or be
taken seriously he had to fight every one
of them tooth and nail.
Every
damned time.
Just
because he was Daniel, and for no other
reason.
Dammit,
it wasn't fair.
And it sure wasn't right.
But there they all were, doing it
to him again.
Daniel
took several deep breaths, visibly
collecting himself before launching into
it again.
"We
know the Goa'uld attacked 807 at some time
in the past and we assumed they
removed the population.
But that isn't what happened.
The people are still there.
They never left."
"Un
hun," Jack grunted, trying to be
supportive.
"And you know this
because…"
"Because,"
Daniel continued, his face full of 'oh
god, now we get to the part where they
really think I'm nuts'.
"I can see them."
"Why?"
Jack asked slowly, trying so hard not to
slide into condescending it was painful to
watch.
Daniel
sighed and wearily hung his head.
"Let's start again.
The inhabitants of 807 – which
they call Kathos, by the way - knew the
Goa'uld were coming and wanted to hide
from them.
That's what the tower was for, and
why it was the only structure on the
planet that was protected.
It contains the device that phased
all of the planet's inhabitants – like
what Nick's giant aliens did to us – so
the Goa'uld couldn't find them and hurt
them.
The device was supposed to un-phase
them and return them to normal again when
the Goa'uld left, but something went
wrong. It never happened and they've been trapped like that, living
like ghosts ever since.
They need me to help them fix the
device, get it working again, and that's
why I got zapped.
Not to hurt me, but to enable me to
see and hear them, and to teach me how to
fix the machine so it can change them
back."
"Why
did this machine select you, Doctor?"
General Hammond asked quietly.
"Why not the colonel?
Wasn't he the first one to enter
the structure?"
"Cephus
isn't sure," Daniel weakly grinned.
"Something about my mind made
me a better candidate than Jack.
And the fact I was a temporary
‘ghost’ myself for a long time
courtesy of Nick’s aliens. Anyway, it looked us both over and I'm the one it
picked."
Lucky me, his bleak eyes
mirthlessly proclaimed.
"Cephus?"
Hammond asked again, his expression
conveying he was deeply considering
everything Daniel was saying but betraying
no clue as to his opinion of the
reliability of either the speaker or the
intelligence he was offering.
"He's
the – um
- their leader.
"He's standing right over
there."
Daniel waved toward the spot near
the head of the bed where he'd been
directing his remarks earlier.
"Oh?"
Hammond quirked a brow, his face devoid of
any other expression.
"You claim this alien is
standing over there – and you can see
him?"
"Yes,"
Daniel murmured.
"Not just him.
There are quite a few Kathosians in
this room with him.
They're sort of all over the place.
They came through the gate with us
when we returned from 807.
And I don't 'claim' anything,
Sir," Daniel continued, rallying,
raising his head and meeting Hammond's
gaze head on. "They're there, and they're as real as you or I –
they're just in a slightly different
dimension.
"I
know the way this sounds," Daniel
continued, his voice becoming more
impassioned as his need to succeed for the
Kathosian's sakes overrode everything
else. "But
really, what I'm telling you, it's not so
far-fetched, we know it's possible
and technology capable of doing this
exists.
We've experienced it – both Jack
and -
" He broke off and cast an appealing
glance at Jack.
"If you don't believe me and
won't let me go back, fine, but these
people who are here need to return to
their planet or they're going to…well,
I'm not sure what's going to happen to
them, but they won't exist any more, in
any dimension.
If you won't let me go back
to the planet at least dial up 807 so they
can go home.
Even if you don't believe me and
think I'm seeing things, humour
me on this point. Where's the harm in just
dialling
the planet and leaving the gate open for a
few minutes?
Can you at least do this for
me, General?"
"We're
not saying we don't believe you,
son," Hammond began in a placating
voice making Jack grimace as he
remembered, not proudly, uttering a very
similar statement to Daniel not so long
ago.
"But
you don't believe me," Daniel
snapped, flushing.
Ouch.
And there was the other shoe,
dropping.
Right on his sorry head.
"That
you have been affected by the alien
technology is not in question,"
Hammond continued.
"We know you currently believe
what you are saying, but given
the…mental confusion you experienced
directly after the attack, have you
stopped to consider what you believe you
are experiencing isn't real?
You were under an alien influence
causing you to hallucinate before, and you
were as convinced of the reality of the
phantom Linvris during that incident as
you appear to be about – these
people."
The
resulting sick smile spreading across
Daniel's face in reaction to Hammond's
comment found an answering echo in the pit
of Jack's stomach.
"I
wondered how long it would take before we
got to that," Daniel said with a
bitter burst of laughter.
"Once a nut case, always a nut
case.
This is completely different, but I
have no idea how I'm going to convince you
I'm not crazy or seeing aliens that
don't really exist – if I'm the only one
who can see…"
Daniel's
voice trailed away and he turned towards
the spot of empty air he'd named 'Cephus'.
"Doctor
Jackson, I don't wish to unduly distress
you," Hammond continued as he, like
both Janet and Jack looked automatically
to where Daniel was directing his
attention as if doing so would enable them
to see what he claimed to be seeing.
"And I'm certainly taking your
request under advisement.
However, before I make a decision I
think it would be prudent for you to
submit to Dr Fraiser for some more
testing, just to confirm the alien device
hasn't had any further deleterious effects
on you and what you believe you are
experiencing isn't in fact being caused by
– "
"Aren't
you listening to me, I keep telling you we
don't have time for that!"
Daniel angrily cut him off.
"They – they don't have
time!
Dammit," he fumed, smashing
his balled fist into his thigh. "How can I make you understand? What can I do to convince you? I'm really sorry," he
said to the empty air.
"I told you this would happen,
they – what?" he suddenly said and
then paused for several seconds.
"Do you think that would
work?"
"Doctor
Jackson?" Janet quietly addressed
him, trying to get his attention.
"Doctor,
I'd like you to get started on those tests
immediately," Hammond murmured, his
eyes never leaving Daniel as he delivered
his instructions in a barely audible
voice.
"I'd also like Major Carter to
be in on this.
Her expertise could provide some
useful insights into the situation. Has she reported for duty yet this morning?"
"I
checked with security when I arrived,
Sir," Janet replied in an equally
soft voice.
"According to them she's still
here.
She didn't leave the base last
night."
"We
won't need Sam," Daniel suddenly
announced calmly, at last turning to face
them once more, his face strangely empty
for its seeming serenity.
"You need proof of what I'm
telling you before you'll trust me, I
think I can give it to you. We'll try, anyway. Jack,"
he said coldly, his voice louder, harsher.
He extended his hand to the man
standing behind Janet, waiting
expectantly.
" I need you to help me do
this."
Daniel's
face shone with the serenity of the
damned.
It was a look of tired resignation,
weary acceptance of the continually
reaffirmed reality he was not enough, what
he was, knew, and had accomplished was not
in itself sufficient for anyone, even the
man he loved, for them to be able to take
him on trust.
Jack had seen this quiet but very
personal disappointment in Daniel's eyes
before.
He'd looked just like this as he
stood there in Oma's garden and said those
words.
The same words implicit in his
silent, resigned eyes.
If
you're ever going to trust me, now's the
time.
Or
what, Daniel?
On Kheb he'd lowered his weapon,
but not for Daniel.
It was Bra'tac's word he'd trusted,
not Daniel's and yet, Daniel had forgiven
him.
More than that, Daniel had even
found a way to forget about it, put it
away, not let it eat at him the way it
should have.
The way it would have him, if the
people he most loved and trusted treated him
the way they treated Daniel.
The
way he was treating Daniel now.
That
time he'd failed the test and Daniel had
let him off the hook. And here they were again, bellying up to the same yardstick
but this time – it was different.
Jack could feel it, see it in an
unaccustomed coolness in Daniel's normally
warm and accepting eyes.
Nothing big, hardly discernable at
all, just the barely there prescient gleam
of fatalistic anticipation.
Daniel
was expecting him to let him down again.
He'd asked for trust, hadn't
received it and was resigning himself to
having to prove himself, once again.
Sure, Daniel had asked him for his
help in supplying this proof, but the
disappointment lurking in his eyes at
being required to – yet again –
especially by him…
If
he did – if he made Daniel go through
with this, made him prove himself…
Daniel would never be fully his again.
Jack could see that plainly as
well.
Daniel's spirit couldn't support
another denunciation of his integrity or
devaluation of his word.
Especially by the man who claimed
to love him and above all others should be
the last one to doubt him and make him do
this.
If he made Daniel prove
himself this time – it would be
the last time.
Daniel would never ask him for
anything again.
Look to him, expect anything, he'd
pull away, start to close off, retreat and
eventually…
It
ended here, one way or the other.
Which way – completely up to him.
"Jack?"
Daniel asked again, the ghost of a tremor in his voice.
"No,"
Jack grunted, crossing his arms and
planting his feet firmly, his body
language leaving no doubt he wasn't
budging from the spot he was currently
claiming.
"No?"
Daniel's voice sounded so small and
desolate that for a second, even though he
knew it was going to be okay, the
momentary shattering of Daniel's faith in
him devastated Jack to the core.
"I
don't have to, and neither do you,"
Jack hurried to assure him.
"Prove what you've been
telling us, that is.
If you say there's a planet full of
people on 807 who need our help and
there's a bunch of them standing around in
this room whether I can see them or not
makes no difference - if you say
they're there - that's good enough for
me."
Jack
could feel Daniel's blinding smile of
gratitude bathing his back as he turned to
Hammond, a bright 'please see things my
way or else' grin on his face.
"General,
request permission to lead my team back to
807 for a rescue mission ASAP.
Daniel says there are people there
who need our help.
My responsibility, Sir."
"You're
sure, Jack," Hammond asked, the
gentle quirking of his lips softening the
severity of his expression.
"Yes
Sir," Jack jauntily retorted.
Truthfully. And, as he abruptly
realised as soon as he'd said it to the
general it was true.
He really did…believe.
He spared a second to glance back
at Daniel and saw every reward he'd ever
want in life beaming at him from the blue
depths of a pair of quietly shining eyes.
"Aren't
you?"
"Very
well, Colonel O'Neill, assemble your team.
SG-1, you have a go."
"How
much longer is this gonna take?" Jack
complained, eyeing the placid, shimmering
surface of the event horizon.
Well, here they were, back on 807.
All of them, that is, except
Daniel.
Daniel was still in the gateroom,
shepherding his invisible buds through the
gate.
It was taking freaking forever.
They'd been here for almost ten
minutes standing around listening to their
hair grow and still no Daniel.
Or any evidence of the intangible
horde allegedly exiting the wormhole all
around them, but then there wouldn't be,
would there, seeing as how they were
invisible.
"Daniel
won't come until the last of the
Kathosians has safely made it back through
the gate," Sam said, making herself
more comfortable on the wide stone step
she was seated on.
"And as he's the only one who
can see them…"
"Yeah,
I know, he has to stay to make sure they
all make it," Jack grumbled.
As soon as they're all safe and
sound, then he'll come bopping along and
the folks back at the SGC will know it's
okay to shut down the gate.
Damn, how many of those guys
hitched a ride with us the first time? They must have been moving pretty damned quick to slip so
many on through, because we never leave
the gate open this long, not if everyone
gets back okay right off.
I mean, what for?"
"Omigawd,
I'd forgotten about that!" Sam
suddenly exclaimed, realisation rushing
across her face.
"The gate!
Now that you come to mention it,
Colonel," she began excitedly, rising
to her feet.
"You and Daniel don't know
this because you were gone as soon as you
hit the ramp getting him to the infirmary,
but there was a slight glitch with
the gate when we returned.
That's why I was called back to the
control room, I was checking it out,
trying to figure out why the gate wouldn't
shut down."
"As
I recall you were never able to determine
what caused the gate to remain open for
approximately fifteen minutes after we
returned."
Teal'c smoothly added.
"Seventeen
minutes, forty three seconds," Sam
corrected.
"What?"
Jack gaped.
"It did what? Almost eighteen
frigging minutes? You're kidding!"
"Nope,"
Sam shook her head.
"We ran a diagnostic but
couldn't find any reason why the wormhole
wouldn't disengage.
Everything was functioning normally
and there was absolutely no reason we
could determine why it wouldn't shut down.
The gate was behaving as if someone
was deliberately keeping it open, but of
course that was impossible
because…"
She
stopped speaking, shamefaced as she
realised the 'proof' of Daniel's
assertions had been there all along.
Only no one had made the
connection.
"And then of course the gate
shut down on its own and everything was
back to normal," she finished meekly.
Jack
glared at her, furious, images of Daniel's
desolate face splattering all over his
inner eye.
The whole ordeal they'd just put
him through needn't have happened.
The proof they'd expected Daniel to
supply before they'd believe him, Daniel
already had it and he hadn't known.
"Did
it occur to you to mention this, at
any time?" he demanded, only just
managing to restrain himself from
bellowing into her face.
Sam
was clearly embarrassed to have missed the
connection but she wasn't going to be
bullied either.
"With all due respect, Sir,"
she snapped back at him, meeting him glare
for glare. "I didn't see any reason to. Sometimes the gate – well, we still don't completely
understand how it works and if every once
and awhile it does something – odd –
we aren't always able to determine why.
We continue to study it and learn
more about its functioning all the time,
but occasionally it behaves in a way we
don't understand and can't explain.
Without knowing what Daniel told
you later in the infirmary – it was just
another one of those occurrences. That's
all the incident was to me at the time,
another momentary glitch that straightened
itself out.
I didn't think any more of it,
certainly didn't connect it to Daniel
and because I wasn't in the
infirmary the second time, when Daniel was
telling you what had happened to him and I
didn't know about the Kathosians
there wasn't any reason to attach any more
significance to the event than it being
one of the anomalies in the daily
operation of the gate that sometimes
occurs.
I forgot about it, okay?" she
finished with a steely glare at her CO,
daring him to dispute her.
Jack
glared right back at her, considering it.
He was still inwardly smarting from
the shock of coming face to face with
Daniel's belief in their disbelief, unable
to deny his friend's low opinion of all of
them or evade his own contribution to the
undervaluing of the confidence of the best
man he'd ever known. He
was angry and he wanted some payback, but
keeping to the theme of facing the music
the word 'displacement' suddenly came to
mind.
Yeah, sure he was pissed, but it
wasn't really at Carter, it was at his own
dumb-ass self, and dumping on his major in
an attempt to expiate his own guilt –
well it wasn't cool for starters.
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