DANIEL
EX MACHINA, PART ONE BY PHOENIXE
| Slash: |
Jack and
Daniel involved in a loving and committed relationship, which usually involves
sex. |
| Rating: |
R |
| Category: |
Established Relationship, Angst, Hurt/Comfort,
Action/Adventure, Drama |
| Season/Spoilers: |
Sometime after season 3. Spoilers for Legacy, Maternal
Instinct, Crystal Skull |
| Synopsis: |
Is Daniel going insane...again? |
| Warnings: |
None |
| Length: |
252 Kb Originally completed June 2003 for the JD Six
Pack #2 Zine. A slightly revisted version has also been featured in the
Six Pack Reprise since May 2004, and here it is, also tweaked a bit
yet again, finally making it's debut on JD Divas New Year's Day 2006.
And Happy New Year! |

"This
damned tower had better be worth the
effort, that's all I'm saying," Jack
grumbled and glared toward crest of the
hill SG-1 was currently scaling.
"Why do aliens always have to
build these 'oh so damned fascinating we
just have to check them out' buildings on
top of huge, honking hills anyway?
Frigging inconsiderate, you ask me.
And exactly why is it we find this
particular structure so damned
fascinating, again?"
"That's
where the energy readings are coming from,
Sir," Carter said, tossing a grin at
Daniel trudging silently beside her, a
fondly exasperated smile pulling at his
mouth at this latest in a seemingly
unending series of complaints being
offered up by the constantly carping man
behind them.
"It
would also seem this tower is the only
structure within the area scanned by the
UAV to have escaped the almost total
destruction of the other urban
centres on this world," Teal'c
patiently explained, his powerful strides
briskly and seemingly effortlessly
devouring the difficult ground beneath
them and consequently setting a pace at
least one of his team mates was having
personal, and far from silent issues with.
"That would seem to indicate
the structure enjoyed some sort of
protection the cities did not and that, as
well as its unique position so close to
the gate makes it worthy of
investigation."
"Definitely worth checking out in my
book, Sir," Carter added.
"The tower is extremely
conspicuous; it’s sending out a regular
signal, some sort of navigational guide,
or a distress beacon, perhaps, which would
certainly have drawn attention to it, and
yet it's completely unharmed while the
cities themselves – well, the Goa'uld
didn't leave much standing, did
they?"
"Or
anyone around to tell us exactly what
happened here and save us a trip,"
Jack grunted.
"Whatever went down here,
something really pissed the Goa'uld off.
They're not usually quite so hard
on the real estate."
"Indeed,"
Teal'c rumbled.
"The degree of destruction we
have witnessed on this world is most
unusual.
As a rule the Goa'uld do not
wantonly destroy structures constructed by
advanced cultures such as this one must
have been.
After they have subjugated the
population and secured the technology it
is customary for them to assimilate and
adapt the residents and their cities to
their own uses."
The Jaffa passed, taking several
strides forward before continuing.
"Perhaps the planet was razed
as a retaliatory measure."
"Against
whom? For what?" Jack asked.
"I've
been thinking about that," Daniel
tossed back over his shoulder to Jack. "Obviously
there were people here once, and now,
there aren't.
The natural assumption is of
course, the Goa'uld took them all away,
used them as slaves and hosts…wherever,
but I wonder.
I mean, like Teal'c said, if the
Goa'uld conquered this planet and
relocated the population than why destroy
the cities?
Obviously they could, because they
did, but since they could, they didn't need
to.
I agree with Teal'c the Goa'uld
don't usually destroy stuff they can use.
It doesn't make sense."
"Why
invent the wheel when you can steal
someone else's?" Jack quipped.
"Yeah,"
Daniel nodded.
"So what happened here?
There's definitely more going on
than meets the eye, something that
set the Goa'uld off, but I have no idea
what. But there was something.
Such deliberate, wholesale,
systematic destruction, not only is it
unusually extravagant, it's just not their
style. Like Teal'c says, they're scavengers and opportunists, not
– "
"Maybe
they didn't find what they were looking
for," Jack said with a shrug.
"Call
me a killjoy but it doesn't look like
much," Jack drawled as he squinted at
the featureless white silo soaring up into
the sky before them.
That's exactly what the structure
they were advancing toward reminded him
of, a grain silo, except it was gleaming
white and at least twice the height of any
he'd ever seen. Oh, and the thing blinking away on the very top was different
as well.
"It's
big, anyway," he finally conceded.
"But
Sir," Carter said, gesturing toward
the level grassy expanse between them and
the tower.
"No damage.
Absolutely none to the tower itself
and the terrain – even if the original
attack happened a long time ago and the
grass and weather erosion reclaimed the
blasted areas there's still no sign there was
any sort of strike on this plateau or
the tower.
None whatsoever. The ground is
completely uniform and flat.
No evidence of any blast craters or
weapons fire on the ground, and the tower
doesn't show any battle damage either.
No matter what the rest of the
planet looks like there aren't any
indications this area was fired upon at
all.
I find that interesting.
Don't you find that interesting,
Sir?"
"Why
yes, Carter, as a matter of fact I
do," Jack flashed her a jaunty grin.
"I just didn't want to deprive
you of the pleasure of pointing it out to
me."
"This
is amazing," Daniel enthused.
"My God, if they had this kind
of technology why didn't they use it to
protect their cities – their planet?
Why just this one building?"
"What
if they couldn't?" Sam offered.
"We don't know anything about
the capabilities of the technology, how
exactly it functioned or how great an area
it could cover, its power consumption
requirements among other things.
All of which would have been
factors dictating how and to what extent
the technology could be used.
Perhaps using it on a planetary
scale wasn't a practical option.
Or maybe they didn't have time to
do anything more than use it to protect
this one building."
"Or
maybe what they were protecting – they
considered it more important than anything
else – themselves even."
"That
is also a possibility DanielJackson,"
Teal'c nodded.
"I
wonder what's in there," Daniel
mused, his eyes rapt and distant.
"Well,
we're not gonna find out standing here,
now are we, kids," Jack pointedly
interjected.
"Good
point," Daniel acknowledged with a
wry smile.
"I'm
so glad you agree. What do you say we
combine some forward locomotion with the
theorizing?
That is unless you want to spend
the afternoon admiring the edifice in
question from afar."
"Not
me, Sir," Carter chimed in, starting
to stride forward, Teal'c at her side.
"I don't know about you guys
but I've got plans."
"Oh?"
Jack perked up as he and Daniel
exchanged glances.
He could see the tone of Carter's
last remark had piqued the archaeologist's
curiosity as much as it had his own.
"Plans, Carter?" he
lightly teased. "What, gotta a hot
date or something?"
"Why
yes, Sir, as a matter of fact I do."
Sam archly shot back over her
shoulder and then continued to walk away.
"Carter!
You dog!" Jack hooted. "You
don't!"
"Jack!"
Daniel scolded, whacking him on the
arm.
"Do
too!"
Sam sung out as Jack whacked Daniel
back.
"Jack!"
Daniel snapped again, grabbing him
by the arm.
"Behave yourself!"
His
eyes twinkling dangerously, Jack blew him
an insouciant kiss before giving Daniel a
shove and hastening after Sam before
Daniel could recover and stop him.
"Get
outta town!
I want details!" Jack
happily demanded as he closed on his 2IC.
"No
way, Sir," Sam ignored him, grinning
at Teal'c.
"Aw
come on, Carter," Jack wheedled as
Daniel caught up to them, glaring at Jack
and falling into step beside him.
"Just a name."
"No,"
Sam said stubbornly.
"Initials,
then?"
Jack suggested hopefully.
"N.O."
"Aw
Carter, you’re no fun anymore! One
initial?"
"Sorry."
"Shoe
size?"
"Forget
it, Sir, you're wasting your time."
"Can
we watch?"
Jack leered.
"Jack!"
Daniel yelled, punching him in the
arm.
The
teasing and good-natured violence
continued as SG-1 approached the gleaming
tower.
They were within ten feet of its
wide, open arch-shaped entranceway when
Daniel spoke again.
"Um
guys, wait up for a minute," he said.
"I just thought of
something."
"Daniel?"
Jack demanded, immediately sobered
by the serious tone of Daniel's voice and
the expression on his face.
"Okay,
so far we haven't had any problems getting
this close to the tower but seeing as how
everything we've seen, that is, when it
comes to actually trying to go inside,
well, if these people, whoever they were
went to such great lengths to keep the
Goa'uld from destroying the tower
don't you think it's reasonable to assume
they'd be just as determined to keep them
from entering it?
If they wanted to protect whatever
is inside, that is?"
"Yeah
Daniel," Jack nodded.
"I think that's a damned
reasonable assumption to make.
"Assuming
of course the protective mechanism is
still active and functioning," Sam
added.
"I
think it would be safer for Teal'c if we
went with assuming it is," Jack
countered, turning to Teal’c and
shrugging.
"Sorry big guy, but Daniel's
right. I think it would be best if you sat this one out."
"I
concur, O'Neill," Teal'c replied with
a solemn nod.
"You
might not be able to go in either,
Sam," Daniel added with an apologetic
glance to the astrophysicist.
"If
the technology is sensitive to the
presence of the symbiote I should be
fine," Sam answered, looking
longingly at the looming arch and the
shadowed interior of the tower it
tantalizingly revealed.
"But
not if Naquadah is what makes it go
off."
Daniel gently added.
"We don't want you to get
hurt, either, Sam."
"I'm
willing to risk it, Sir," Sam said
quickly, turning to her CO hopeful and
determined.
"Well,
we don't know anything is going to happen.
This thing's batteries could be
dead or something," Jack said, waving
at the tower.
"But just to be on the safe
side, I'll go through first."
Daniel
hung his head to hide his worried
expression from his lover. He wanted to be the first one to go in for the same reason
Jack had claimed the privilege, but he
also knew there was no way Jack would ever
let anyone, and most especially him take
any risks he wasn't prepared to take
himself.
If it wasn't safe no one would
suffer except him.
Jack was too much of a protector to
behave any other way.
It was who Jack was, a large part
of the reason why Daniel loved him, but at
the same time…
"It'll
be fine," Jack whispered to Daniel as
he sidled past him, gripped his P-90
confidently and strode toward the archway.
The
instant Jack was in the
centre of the arch a low, muted
humming sound issued from the darkened
interior of the tower. "Well I guess
that answers that question,"
he said to his apprehensive team mates
while casting a wary glance at the ceiling
overhead.
He took another step and the
humming hitched up a notch.
Jack froze as a soft, diffused
cloud of sparkling bluish mist oozed out
of the walls of the arch, like liquid
light, completely enveloping his body
without obscuring him from the view of the
rest of SG-1.
"Jack?"
Daniel said anxiously.
Jack
held out his arm, waggled his fingers in
the glowing mist and then smiled.
"It's fine!" he hollered
and shrugged.
Kinda tickles, actually."
The
blue, blinking miasma hung in the air for
a few more seconds and then abruptly
vanished.
The interior lights of the tower
snapped on.
"Wow,"
Jack peered down the newly revealed
corridor leading to a circular chamber in
the very centre of the tower. "I
guess I passed," he grinned back at
the wary faces of the trio standing on the
outside. "And I never even studied."
"I'd
like to try next, Sir," Sam eagerly
offered.
Jack
frowned and then nodded.
"I don't like it, but whatever
is in here, if we're talking alien gizmos
you're probably the one best qualified to
make any sense out of them, if there is
any sense to be made.
Ah!
Ah!" He admonished sternly,
forestalling her enthusiastic plunge
forward with restraining finger.
"Easy, Major.
Let's take this slow.
Daniel, keep an eye on her.
Carter, if you so much as hiccup
we're pulling you out.
I don't want any arguments.
You understand?"
"Yes
Sir," Sam nodded, her CO's concern
taking the reckless edge off her
enthusiasm.
As much as she was dying to see
what was in that tower she took his point
about needing to be careful.
Sam
smiled reassuringly at the two men
flanking her and started to walk toward
the man anxiously watching her from within
the structure.
She'd
barely crossed the threshold before the
mist came quickly hissing out at her,
making a sinister, almost accusatory sound
as it rapidly issued forth and billowed
about her.
"Wow!"
Sam yelped as she was literally pushed
back out the way she had come so
forcefully she bounced off Teal'c who'd
stepped forward to reach for her the
instant she'd cried out.
"Sam!"
Daniel yelled almost the same time
as Jack hollered, "Carter!"
"It's
okay, guys," Sam's assurance was
shaky and she glanced up to smile
gratefully at the huge black man steadying
her until she recovered from her
unexpected and precipitous ejection.
"I'm okay.
It didn't – didn't hurt me, just
– sort of – pushed me back.
"Spat
you out, you mean," Jack said, eyeing
her
sceptically.
"Are you sure you're all
right?" he demanded, his voice laced
with concern as he carefully watched her
from his position within the tower’s
interior.
Sam
shrugged and grimaced.
"Yes Sir," she unhappily
informed him.
"But I guess this means I
don't pass."
"So,
Naquadah it is, then," Jack agreed
with an rueful expression.
"And if this joint doesn't
like you I think it's pretty much a given
it'll positively hate Teal'c."
"I
believe that would be a reasonable
assumption, O'Neill."
"So
you're definitely sitting this one out,
big guy. Daniel," Jack continued,
turning his attention to the remaining
member of the party. "Looks like it's just you and me, kiddo."
Sam
handed the camcorder to Daniel with a
heavy sigh, making no effort to hide her
bitter disappointment at being excluded.
"Make
sure you record everything, Daniel,"
she said enviously and she knew,
unnecessarily.
"I
will, Sam," Daniel kindly reassured
her, as disappointed for her sake as she
was.
"We won't be long," he
promised.
"I'll
second that!" Jack called out from
inside the tower. "Daniel! Let's
go!"
Daniel
nodded, turned away from Sam and Teal'c
and walked into the arch.
The
instant he crossed the threshold the mist
immediately flowed out to greet him, as it
had for the two preceding members of SG-1.
Also as it had for Jack the low
non-threatening hum accompanying the light
bath similarly serenaded him.
“Way
to go, Daniel, it likes you.” Jack’s
tone was bantering, but his eyes were wary
as he darted his glance all about, not
taking anything for granted.
Daniel
kept walking toward him, enjoying the
mildly caressing feeling of the mist upon
his skin.
It was oddly…soothing…calming,
actually…and really, really…nice…
“Whoa,
this is cool!” Daniel started to say
when the friendly hum buzzing about him
abruptly changed, suddenly increasing in
volume and pitch at an alarming rate.
"Hold
on, what's happening?" Jack had
already entered the inner chamber and
whirled about, instantly responding to the
alarming sounds behind him, his
apprehension clearly showing on his face.
"Daniel,
what did you do?" Jack accusingly
demanded of his perplexed partner.
"Nothing.
I didn't – I just – "
Daniel yelled over the rapidly increasing
din, his eyes anxiously darting about.
"This
is different from what to happened to me.
Different usually is not good.
Daniel - are you all right?
Goddamned alien technology," Jack
glared spitefully at the uncaring white
walls around him.
"It's
okay, Jack, I'm – " Daniel started
to reassure him and then stopped, his eyes
widening with disbelief.
He
was looking right at Jack and then Jack
was - was gone.
He’d vanished!
Just – just…wasn't there.
Jack was gone, but he wasn’t
alone.
Oh
my God, what was happening here?
Where was Jack and where – where
had they come from?
The
tower was full of people; crowding around
him, crushing into him, clutching at him,
grabbing, holding out imploring hands,
their voices loud and confusing in his
ears, deafening.
Calling to him, they were calling
but he couldn't understand…too many of
them, there were too many so close,
frightening, confusing – too much, it
was too much – stop, please stop –
"Daniel!"
Jack howled as a blinding wall of
searing light blanked out the entire
entranceway tunnel, completely
obliterating Daniel.
He was gone. Poof. Like he'd
been whited-out from existence.
The terrifying effect lasted for
only an instant but for that
agonisingly long period of
uncertainty when he couldn't see Daniel at
all, it was as if Daniel had ceased to
exist, and Jack was deathly afraid he was
actually…gone.
Then
the whiteout effect blinked off and Jack
could see everything once more.
The stark walls of the entranceway
leading to the outside, Carter and
Teal'c's strained faces peering anxiously
inward from behind the unseen barrier they
could not cross, Daniel….
Daniel!
Daniel,
not standing where he had been before the
frightening flash had swallowed him up.
He was down, Daniel was down, lying
in an insensate, crumpled heap on the
pristine archway floor.
"Hold
on a sec, Teal'c, I think he's coming
around."
Jack.
That was Jack's voice.
Jack?
Daniel
groaned. His head was housing a noisy
swarm of angry bees hurling themselves at
the inside of his skull making it
painfully throb in time with the annoying
buzzing sound in his ears.
He felt like crap and he had no
idea why.
Wait a minute, wait, oh yeah, he'd
been with Jack, on P8X-807 about to go
into the tower, he'd been talking to Sam,
before joining Jack, yeah he remembered
that but then…but what – where –
"Jack!"
Daniel cried as he hurled himself
back into full awareness, panicked and
disoriented.
"Easy,
Danny," Jack soothed, arresting
Daniel's abrupt and distressed upward
surge with a gentle hand on his shoulder.
"Take it easy, buddy,
relax," he further
counselled, smiling reassuringly
into Daniel's confused and apprehensive
eyes and gently pushing him back down on
the grass.
"No rush, get your
bearings."
"What
– what happened?" Daniel croaked,
not finding it easy to speak because he'd
suddenly discovered his mouth was so dry
his tongue felt like sandpaper.
"Why – why am I – "
His
eyes widened in astonishment as for the
first time he realised he was flat on his
back on the ground, the anxious faces of
his team mates hovering all over his field
of vision blotting out the sky overhead
while their fiercely protective nearness
hemmed him in as efficiently.
"You
got zapped, Daniel, by that weird white
light in the tower, don't you
remember?"
Jack told him with an earnest
attempt at a 'no big deal, just a scratch
and by the way I wasn't going out
of my mind worrying about you' grin not
fooling either one of them.
"What?"
Daniel blinked, wishing all the
banging in his head would go away so he
could hear properly, he could have sworn
Jack just said...
"What
are you talking about, I haven't even gone
in yet, I was about to, but – " he
faltered, suddenly uncertain of his
certainty as the concern on his
companions' faces etched up a notch in
response to his protest. Even though he could swear he hadn’t been, hadn’t the
slightest recollection of being in there,
never mind of this light Jack was talking
about, the way they were staring at him,
it was true, he had been...what
Jack said.
In there.
But if he had, why couldn’t he
remember?
"He
could be suffering from traumatic amnesia,
Sir," Carter abruptly said.
"It's not uncommon for
accident victims to be unable to recall
the details of the incident especially if
they suffer any sort of head trauma."
"Well,
he didn't get bumped on the head he got
zapped," Jack shot back at her as he
gave Daniel's shoulder a rough but
reassuring squeeze.
"Then
his memory loss could be a result of the
exposure to the alien energy," Sam
returned.
"I don't know, Sir but maybe
we should find out if Daniel's memory has
been affected in any other ways."
"Good
idea," Jack nodded, turning back to
Daniel, his eyes twinkling.
"Quick Daniel, what colour are
your shorts?"
"Fuck
off, Jack," Daniel snorted as he
closed his eyes and massaged his throbbing
forehead with the heel of his hand.
"He
sounds all right to me," Jack
shrugged.
"That
remains to be seen, O'Neill," Teal'c
gravely added, noting Daniel's pained
grimace as.
"Are you in distress,
DanielJackson?"
"Um
no, I'm – well, maybe just a
little," Daniel conceded without
opening his eyes.
"Headache," he admitted,
pinching the bridge of his nose.
"There's this – this buzzing
in my ears but I'm sure it's noth – wait
a minute – " he asked, concerned,
finally opening his eyes and looking
immediately to Jack.
"Where are my glasses?"
"Got
'em right here, Danny," Jack assured
him, lightly patting one of the chest
pockets of his vest.
"That's
good, and thank you, now can I have them,
please?"
"I'll
hold on to them, just to be on the safe
side," Jack said, taking Daniel by the
hand, preparing to help him up.
"You gonna be okay going
back?"
"Jack,
I told you I'm – what do you mean, going
back?"
Daniel demanded as he sat up.
"What about the survey of the
tower? We're not finished yet.
We haven't checked it out, recorded
anything, we can't just leave."
The
buzzing in his head suddenly snapped and
crackled as the swarm of thwarted bees
inside his skull morphed into psycho
wasps, Daniel's alarm at Jack's suggestion
they depart immediately sympathetically
spiking with the increased amplitude and
agitation of the angry, incessant whine.
They
couldn't – he certainly couldn't.
He couldn't go with the job not
done.
Walk away? He wasn't finished!
And he had to, he had to finish it, do something, it was important,
he knew that, he wasn't sure what or why
but he did know it was important and he
couldn't –
He
couldn't leave yet!
"Oh
yes we can and yes we are," Jack's
steely, implacable eyes belied the
indulgent smile on his face.
"In case it slipped your mind
you were attacked, Daniel, by
whatever those aliens left behind in
there."
"Attack
is kind of a strong word, don't you
think," Daniel quickly replied,
trying to swallow his panic in order to
make a frontal assault on Jack's
reasonable side.
Jack did have one, even
though his colonel would rather eat liver
than admit it.
Usually, he could make Jack listen.
Usually.
He just had to stay calm and go for
the throat.
"Daniel,
something in that place gave Carter the
heave-ho and zapped you unconscious.
That rates as an attack in my
book."
"How
long was I out?"
Daniel stubbornly rebutted.
“I don't know,” Jack glared at him.
“Not long, less than a minute, I
think. The point is - "
"So
no big deal," Daniel grinned.
"I
dunno," Jack frowned at him.
"I'm starting to think brain
damage, myself.
Do you not understand what just
happened here? Something in that building
knocked you out. Cold. C.O.L.D,
Daniel.
For a minute or an hour or a week,
makes no difference how long you were out,
you were out, something in that
place laid you out flat and for the third
time, I'd call that an
attack."
"But
maybe it wasn't supposed to be,"
Daniel insisted.
"Well,
if it's all the same to you, if that's the
way the folks who used to live here say
hello, I'd just as soon pass on finding
out what they do for 'pleased to meet
you'."
"But
maybe that's exactly what they were
trying to do," Daniel ignored Jack's
increasingly irritated expression and
pressed on. "After all, you walked
through with no ill effects, right?
Maybe whatever it is was
- was – I don't know – "
"And
maybe it let me through because the
doohickey in there protecting the place,
or whatever, needed time to get its
range," Jack flatly returned, his
mouth set in an implacable, unfriendly
line.
"So now it's all primed and
ready to fry the next person who walks
through."
"Why
do you always automatically assume
everyone out here is trying to kill
us?"
"Because
everyone out here usually is trying
to kill us!"
"But
not necessarily in this instance!"
Daniel stubbornly returned.
"You're fine, right?"
"Excuse
me?" Jack blurted.
"If
what you just said is true – then the
next person through after me should have
been zapped as well and they weren't –
you weren't. The next person – after me, I mean - was you.
You were already inside, you had to
pass through the arch again to get back
outside and bring me out too.
You're the one who carried me out,
it had to have been you, Sam and Teal'c
couldn't have done it, so you've walked
through a second time.
Did anything happen?"
"Well,
no it didn't," Jack grudgingly
admitted. "But that doesn't mean
- "
"See!
See!"
Daniel said triumphantly,
scrambling to his feet.
"Nothing happened to you.
That's why I'm sure it'll be safe
to go back in, I'm sure it'll be fine, we
can just go in there and check it out and
– "
"Daniel,
knock if off you're wasting your
time," Jack snapped.
"This is a non-negotiable
issue.
Frankly the brain damage thing is
looking more and more plausible and I
think getting you back to the SGC and
checked out pronto – "
"Okay,
okay, whatever," Daniel threw his
hands up, exasperated. "I'll let
Janet look me over if that'll make you
happy, although I really don't think it's
necessary, I'm fine.
And then - but we are coming
back," Daniel insisted, looking to
Sam for back up.
He hadn't missed the internal
battle she'd been waging during the entire
debate, soldier versus scientist and he
was hoping the scientist would come out
swinging and weigh in on his side.
"Not
a chance," Jack grunted.
"Ah!" he warned Sam,
who'd opened her mouth to interject and
then shut it again as her CO waved an
admonishing finger in front of her face.
"I don't care what the hell is
in that place, in my opinion the potential
threat isn't worth the risk."
"I
would concur, DanielJackson," Teal'c
grimly echoed.
"He's
right, Daniel," Sam finally added
unhappily. "I don't like it any
better than you, but there's no way to
know the intentions of the builders of
this place for sure or exactly what the
technology is supposed to do and is
capable of, so whatever is in there –
and we don't even know for sure if there is
anything – it's not worth risking
lives for. Especially as it has already demonstrated it is capable of
taking aggressive action against
intruders."
"What
she said," Jack growled at him.
The
buzzing chaos in Daniel's head was almost
as overwhelming as his panic.
As the sound swelled into a shrill,
urgent crescendo Daniel cast desperate
eyes at the entranceway behind Jack.
He could do it; it wasn't far, he
could run for it, he'd make it and once he
was inside he could – he could –
"Daniel,
snap out of it!"
Jack yelled at him, grabbing him by
the arm and roughly shaking him. "That frigging does it – we are so out of here!
You're seeing Frasier now!"
The
instant Jack whirled him around and gave
him a shove gate-ward the shrieking
stopped, like a balloon popping.
The cessation of both the sound and
the accompanying sense of urgent
compulsion left Daniel reeling and
disoriented.
And not exactly sure what had
happened in the past few minutes or why
Jack had band of steel fingers wrapped
around his upper arm and was motoring him
away from the tower at an extremely brisk
clip.
"Jack?"
he said casting a bewildered glance back
at the tower they were swiftly striding
away from.
"What – "
"We've
done this already, Daniel," Jack
glared at the man he was all but dragging
along beside him, clenching his teeth as
he stuffed his rising concern back down
and swallowed it.
"You, zap, boom, fall down,
wake up, start talking crazy, we take you
back to the SGC so ole Doc Frasier can
check you over."
Of
course!
He remembered now!
He'd been knocked out by that –
whatever it was in the tower.
What had he been thinking, of course
Jack was right to insist he get medical
attention, who knew what that alien energy
field had done to him, why in the world
had he been arguing with Jack about it, it
was just common sense, not to mention –
dammit!
Jack was probably worried sick
about him and he wasn't helping acting
like a space case and fighting with him.
"Sorry,
Jack," Daniel offered, giving the man
beside him an extremely sincere, rueful
smile.
"I guess what happened to me
in there shook me up more than I realised.
Of course, you're absolutely right,
I need to have my head examined."
"I've
been saying that for years," Jack
grumbled, his tone still dripping with
affront but a faint smile quirked at the
corner of his lip.
Jack's dark eyes slid sideways,
flickering over Daniel's face, seeing the
contrition written there.
Apology
accepted.
Jack said without saying a
word.
"You
can let go of me now, I'll be coming
quietly," Daniel murmured in a low,
sultry tone he only ever used with Jack,
and then only in the bedroom.
The way Jack's eyes immediately
darted back, flaring in response, he was
getting the rest of Daniel's unspoken
message loud and clear.
"That's
okay, I don't mind hanging on if you
don't," Jack murmured.
"I
don't," Daniel grinned.
"Sorry," he whispered
once more after they'd taken a few more
steps.
"I
know.
It's okay.
How's the head."
"Good.
It's getting better."
"That's
good."
"Jack,
can I have my glasses back, please.
I can't see."
"You
don't need to, I'm driving.
They'll be fine with me until we
get back."
"Jack,
I've been wearing glasses since I was six,
I'm not going to break them."
"You
broke a pair last week."
"Now
that's not fair, that wasn't my fault how
was I supposed to know – "
"Daniel,
shut up and walk.
You're giving me a
headache."
"You're
sure you experienced no other effects?
A brief period of unconsciousness,
a headache, ringing in your ears and
slight temporary memory loss?
That’s all, Daniel?"
"Well
he was acting a bit over-the-top obsessed
about wanting to go back into the
damned tower again after the thing
cold-cocked him, but I guess for him
that's nothing out of the ordinary,"
Jack helpfully informed the petite doctor
before Daniel could respond.
"No,
there was nothing else," Daniel
answered her after balefully glaring at
Jack.
That
was right, wasn't it?
What he’d told Janet, that's all
that had happened.
Daniel frowned as uncertainty
tickled his awareness with a teasing
feeler – a faint reminder there was
something – something else…
"Are
you sure, Doctor Jackson?" Janet
asked, not missing the troubled expression
on his face.
"Yeah,"
Daniel assured her, forcing a bright
smile.
"That's all."
It
was the truth, wasn't it?
Of
course it was.
He was almost positive…
"Okay
then," Janet smiled.
"I don't see any reason to
keep you here, Daniel, you check out just
fine, you no longer seem to be suffering
any physical after effects of the
incident, basically from what I can see
you're fine."
"So
you're cutting him loose, then?"
Jack interjected a little too
quickly and eagerly.
"That's
what I said, Colonel," Janet
murmured, making a notation in Daniel's
file, her eyes deliberately averted from
the colonel's face so she wouldn't
accidentally see any betraying traces in
it about a quality of concern for Daniel
the colonel shouldn't be exhibiting and
she shouldn't know about.
"Get some rest, get a good
night's sleep, and we'll see you both in
the morning," she smiled at the man
happily jumping off the examining table.
"Oh
and Daniel," she added, touching him
lightly on the arm.
"The next alien building you
go into, let the Colonel go first,"
she teased.
"I
did go first!"
Jack sniffed haughtily, sweeping
Daniel away from her and swiftly out of
the infirmary, a firm hand in the small of
his back subtly taking possession while
emphatically propelling.
"Keys,"
Jack demanded once they left the gear-up
room, having showered and changed.
"What?"
Daniel blankly stared at the man loping
down the corridor at his side.
"You
don't think you're driving, now do
you?" Jack replied, his expression
clearly conveying there was only one right
answer to the question.
"Um,
well I could, but – I – I
guess….no."
"Exactly,"
Jack smiled.
"I'm driving.
But we took your car this morning
because my truck's in the shop.
Remember?"
The emphasis Jack put on the last
word and the way he was eyeing Daniel
betrayed Jack's less than total conviction
of either Daniel's assertions or Fraiser's
pronouncement Daniel was indeed 'fine'.
"Yeah,
Jack, I remember," Daniel muttered,
stifling a sudden pang of resentment.
"So
– keys," Jack demanded again,
holding out his hand.
Sighing,
Daniel fished his car keys out of his
jacket pocket and dropped them in Jack's
waiting palm.
"I even remember where we
parked.
Need me to prove it?" he
retorted a little meanly.
"You
scared the crap out of me,
Daniel," Jack harshly blurted, not
repenting his attitude an iota even in the
face of Daniel's. "I thought that thing had completely disintegrated you
or something.
I couldn't see you for a second and
then – you were – "
Couldn't
see him? That was right, for an instant,
he couldn't see Jack, he wasn't there
– and then –
"I'm
fine, Jack," Daniel gave his
partner's arm a reassuring squeeze as they
entered the elevator.
Jack slouched against the back of
the ascending metal box, his arms folded
across his chest, glaring at Daniel and
still simmering.
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