OWING SILENCE PART FIVE BY BIBLIO


Slash: Jack and Daniel involved in a loving and committed relationship, which usually involves sex.
Rating: NC-17.
Category: Action/Adventure.  Drama.  First Time.  Romance.
Season/Spoilers: Season 5.
Synopsis: Daniel has kept his silence for so long, he's not prepared for Jack to finally see him clearly.
Warnings: Minor Character Death.  Violence.  Language.
Length: 615 Kb.  Download a printer-friendly PDF version of the story


Daniel stopped in his tracks when he realised the spiral of megaliths winding around the trail they’d climbed up actually finished at the cave entrance.  He turned helplessly as the group piled up behind him.  “This doesn’t happen!” he snapped.

Sam looked around and realised no one was messing with Daniel.  The colonel was in fact trying to make his way surreptitiously to the back of the group.  She shot him a filthy look and stepped into the line of fire.  All things considered, the Barre really should have warned Daniel about the mono – sorry – megaliths.  “It doesn’t?” Sam murmured soothingly, easing forward as everyone else eased back.  Daniel had been grumbling under his breath since they’d laid eyes on the first standing stone.

“This is folklore,” Daniel complained bitterly.

Jack snorted.

Sam froze.

“Which is entirely different to mythology, of course,” Jack back-pedalled shamelessly, ignoring a murmured ‘wuss’ from Carter.  She didn’t have to sleep with Daniel.  Jack did.  When she’d walked a mile in his jammies, she could get back to him.

“This strikes at the very heart of all I know about archaeology!” Daniel cried passionately.  “It’s a universal truth.  Megaliths are rumoured to lead to the entrances of hollow hills so they don’t.  Not ever.”

The group gazed interestedly at the megalith Daniel was standing in front of, which indubitably led to the entrance of a hollow hill.

“I’ll never be able to read the British Journal of Archaeology without this…” Daniel shuddered, gesturing scathingly at the megalith.

“Driving me nuts?” Jack asked before he could stop himself.  Daniel’s eyes hardened and Jack found a sound tactical reason to hide behind the twins.  He wanted to live.  Daniel was handling being stressed out by losing his temper, which was fine, except he was losing most of it in Jack’s direction and Jack wanted to share the load.  The twins took his presence as an open invitation to watch his six while they watched the groups six.

Jack felt totally at home with these people in the field.  They were as professional, disciplined and skilled with their weapons as any Special Ops solider he’d ever met, used defence strategies he was familiar with.  Only poor Grania was on about the same even keel as Daniel.  She was probably going to fall apart the moment she got home, but for now, they were both doing okay.  Okay-ish.

Jack gestured emphatically at Carter to follow Daniel as he stormed up to the entrance to the hollow hill, which actually had neat stone slabs edging it.  He could tell from here Daniel was taking this as a personal insult.

Daniel waited impatiently for Sam to move ahead of him into the cave entrance, then followed hard on her heels.  The beam of the flashlight revealed this was the entrance not to a natural cave, but to an underground structure cut into the rock.

Sam noticed the sconces dotted along the walls and closed in on the nearest to investigate.  She found the sconce was a cup in two halves, divided down the centre and open at the top, each half filled with what looked like crystals.  If they were divided…it seemed logical to her this was a light source.  Sam reached out cautiously and took the divider in a careful grip to tug on it gently.  It gave easily, so Sam lifted it all the way.  The contents of the sconce settled, merged and lit.  San turned to grin at Daniel.  "Let there be light."  Daniel grinned back and headed over to the opposite wall to repeat her experiment on the nearest sconce, and his too lit.  Sam took point, edging cautiously along the hallway, Daniel behind her lighting the sconces.

They hallway sloped steadily down for about a hundred metres, then hit a dead end.  A door carved with runes and two silver-sheened circles in the centre, at about hand height.   Sam looked inquisitively at Daniel, already peering interestedly at the door, fingertips carefully skimming the runes.  She smiled and turned to check in with the colonel.

"Come in, Sir."

//O'Neill.//

"Sir, it looks clear so far.  There are light sources combining crystals, no booby traps we could find, no signs of recent activity or damage, but with stone walls and floors that's an impossibility."  Sam glanced back to Daniel.  "We've run into a dead end here, a door we need to open to progress any further.  I think we'll need the Barre to lend an assist."

//On our way, Carter.  O'Neill out.//

"The colonel is on his way down, Daniel.  Just a few minutes more."  Sam strolled over to Daniel's side, checking behind her from time to time.  Just making sure.  Footsteps echoed down the hallway and Sam had to be sure they belonged to the colonel and the Barre.  Not that she ever relaxed off-world.  Sam snorted.  Not that the colonel thought she ever relaxed, full stop.  Sam was, to quote the colonel, 'tense'.  She'd always thought 'focused' but the colonel saw tense.

Sam smiled involuntarily at Daniel, the only man she'd ever known who didn't judge her.  Daniel tended to think people were hard enough on themselves without him getting in on the act.  He could argue with Sam, oppose her at times, but he never lost sight of who she was, never lost respect for her even if he didn’t understand her pov or agree with her.  Daniel just tried that much harder to understand her.  Maybe that was why she loved him.  Daniel saw Sam clearly and didn’t flinch from her, didn’t label her, didn’t judge her.  He was very definitely the best friend Sam had ever had, and the closest.  She loved Janet too, raising Cassie had brought them together in the best way, but Daniel was special to Sam.

“How’s it going?” Sam asked, breaking Daniel’s concentration with a gentle nudge at his shoulder.  She loved the way his eyes focused on her and lit up, the shy smile that brightened his face.  Right backatcha.  “Think we can open this?”

“I think the Barre can,” Daniel responded.  “That stuff about bred in the bone, Sam?  It may not be apocryphal.”

“A genetic marker?” Sam suggested at once.  “Possibly more than that.  The panels could have sophisticated sensors to bar the Goa’uld or outsiders from access.”  Sam thought about the run here.  She and the colonel had been dead on their feet, but the Barre looked as if they could have run forever and fought a pitched battle at the end of it.  “Maybe the Ancients enhanced even the genes of these people.  They’re incredibly strong, Daniel.  The Barre ran the asses off the colonel and me, getting here.”

Daniel turned to Sam, wide-eyed.  “You ran?” he asked incredulously.

Sam flushed and shrugged awkwardly.  “You know.”

Daniel felt a rush of gratitude that giddied him.  It always caught him by surprise, the way his friends cared about him.  Four years wasn’t enough to undo near a lifetime of being an outsider.  The irony was, he hadn’t realised he was an outsider until he’d been processed through the System.  He hadn’t fit into a nice, neat stereotype; he’d been a ‘problem’ from his first caseworker on.  Gifted was as bad – worse – than disaffected.  He’d learned the hard way not to want or need anything or anyone.  He’d lived his life that way, contained, until one pissy, disaffected, dead and still moving Air Force colonel danced through his defences like they weren’t even there.  Jack had opened Daniel to himself, to Sha’uri.  And to this woman before him, his friend, a woman who understood him, who was as close to him as any sister he’d ever imagined, closer now than his brother Skaara.  Sam, squirming because she’d been caught out caring.

Impulsively, Daniel leaned in and kissed Sam on the cheek.

“Your aim is terrible, Jackson,” Sam grumbled, eyes sparkling.  “The damn thing is big enough and you still missed it!”  Sam puckered up, leering dreadfully to hide the fact she felt very close to tears.  They were so lucky they’d found him.  So damn lucky.  She leaned in to snatch another quick, fierce hug, needing Daniel close, needing him real and alive and with her, knowing the colonel was almost on top of them and he wouldn’t share, and Daniel was hers – Teal’c’s – as much as the colonel’s.  Sam wasn’t going to give Daniel up to the colonel.  She was going to fight for his time and attention, because they both needed the sharing, the understanding.  Maybe it wasn’t what Daniel had with the colonel, but it was enough for them to love one another.

“You two want to be alone?” the colonel called before Sam had a chance to untangle herself.  “We could book.  Catch up with you kids later.”

Ha bloody ha, Sam thought, relinquishing the colonel’s ‘property’.  Nothing got him pissy faster than the faintest hint ‘his’ Daniel Played Well With Others.  “Sir,” Sam acknowledged.  Bite me.

Jack insinuated himself between Carter and Daniel.  He gestured at the door with his P-90.  “Anything?”

Daniel nodded briskly.  “The Ancients were definitely planning long term,” he said to Jack, and Grania as Jack made way for her.  “The inscription tells us that Barrecis always intended for the people of the Dwelling Place to find and use the technology he left protected for them until they were ready to use it wisely.”

“Now why does that ring my bells?” Jack drawled.  “Like it wasn’t gonna blow up in their faces?  Jeez, we may be petty and inferior but we do know human nature.  Curiosity killed a species and all that…” Jack peered at the runes.  The light was crappy – actually the light was eldritch but he didn’t want to bring that to anyone’s attention right now, not when they were huddled up at the business end of the Hlaew.  Jack glanced back momentarily to see the twins covering everyone’s rear, swords drawn.  They were good kids.  He turned back.  “What’s in here?” he demanded, tapping impatiently on the door.  “Can you cut the history crap and make with the Sesame?”

Daniel, Carter and Grania glared at him.  What?

Daniel turned to the Barre.  Anwyl and Hueil dropped back to take the rear as the curious Ula and Una came up.

“What is your thought, Daniel?” Ula asked, settling easily next to Jack, eyeing the door with fascination.

“It’s my thought Barrecis knew there was no realistic chance the peoples of the Places would translate this inscription and get inside unless they had the time to devote to study,” Daniel replied.

“I see the way you go with this, Daniel,” Grania approved, returning Sam’s quick, knowing grin.  “If we had the time for such play, then we must be at peace and thusly worthy of Barrecis’ great gifts.”  She sighed.  “But we are not, and it is my thought still we may never be.  Best we take temptation from our path and live free, my friends.”

“Ay,” Una agreed.  “We’ll have the earning of what we know, thanking Him and all,” she nodded at the door.

“Is this a puzzle?” Sam asked.

“It’s an invitation,” Daniel grinned.

“Knock three times and ask for why don’t I go…” Jack jerked his thumb vaguely behind him and marched smartly over to join the men as five pairs of hostile eyes focused on him.

“I have to live with that,” Anwyl whispered gloomily.  “I love my Grania, but…”

“Tell me about it.  I got two of ‘em,” Jack breathed bitterly.

Hueil snorted and looked away, refusing to meet Jack’s enquiring eye.  Hueil grinned, glancing back appreciatively at Carter.  Jack put two and two together and made Carter.  Or rather, he guessed Hueil had.

“Barrecis invites his people to seek entry,” Daniel said innocently.  “If they are deemed worthy, he’ll welcome them to His Place.”

“Deemed worthy how?” Sam asked suspiciously.  “If there’s no test?”

“He didn’t say there was no test, he said they had to seek entry,” Jack said casually.  “They gotta play spot the runes.”

“It’s that simple?” Sam asked incredulously.

“It beat you,” Jack said smugly.  “Didn’t Daniel just tell us the Grand High Poobah was waiting for the locals to stop killing each other long enough to learn that mumbo jive?  As in, get quote ‘worthy’?”  He glanced at Hueil.  “They hate when they don’t get it first,” he said loudly.

“Ay,” Hueil agreed.

“I pay attention,” Jack confided happily, “And prove it when they least expect it.”

Daniel was at bay in a ring of four outraged women, all armed to the teeth.  “Don’t blame me for him!” he said indignantly.  “Here and here,” he jabbed the runes, one on each side of the door.  “And touch the silver panels at the same time.  I’m just going to…” Daniel jerked his thumb and went to assist the men.

“Wuss,” Jack greeted him jovially.

“I don’t see any of you rushing into sword range,” Daniel observed sweetly.

“We are guarding our w…” Anwyl bit down hard on his wayward tongue as the atmosphere behind them got a lot more crowded.

“Way,” Hueil said smoothly, gesturing vaguely up the hallway with the point of his sword.

Daniel and Hueil grinned as Sam chuckled softly behind them.

“Ooooopeeeeen…” Sam drawled it like a drumroll as the girls touched the runes Daniel had pointed out, then pressed their palms to the silver panels.  They crowed excitedly as the panels and the runes glowed with radiant white light, then the doors swung smoothly inwards.  “Sesame!” Sam gloated.  She touched Ula on the shoulder and moved ahead cautiously.  “Daniel, get up here,” she called.

Daniel turned at once and caught up to Sam.  The high roofed chamber was bathed with soft light, presumably from some unseen power source set into the roof and at key points around the circular walls.  The chamber had shelves running from marbled floor to roof, seven levels high, with steps up to the balcony that encircled each of the levels.  Daniel was sure Penarddun had been permitted to get this far.  Without a significant proportion of the corpus to study and compare, translation would have been near impossible.  The runes on the door, each unique and not repeated, weren’t enough to decrypt.  Without repetition, the process of pattern recognition would be near impossible.  The people couldn't have stood here and found one rune that was mirrored on each side of the door, it took two different runes to complete the phrase.

“It is as our Scrinium at home,” Grania marvelled, reaching out a reverent hand to stroke the huge table.  “It is my thought the first Scribe did build in Weylyn what she saw when she came to this place.”

“And she did take everything,” Una complained.  “There is nought to see here.”

“Check it out anyway,” Jack ordered.  “Daniel?  Booby traps?”

“I don’t think so,” Daniel judged.  “The purpose of the Ancients in 'harvesting' humans in this case was enlightened self-interest, Jack.  They withdrew when their own society fell, but their long-term planning argues altruism in this case.  I’d say another test was more likely.    Harder than the first of course, much harder, or Penarddun would have found her way in there to the technology too.”  He stared around at the walls of the circular chamber, seeing nothing but the stacks and the stairs.  The hallway led to here, there were no branching passages, so the key to the technology must also be here.  It was just a question of finding it.  Daniel turned a complete circle, following the perfectly arced circular walls.  Right.

Jack closed his eyes in acute pain.  “Please tell me we don’t have to do a fingertip search.”

“We don’t have to do a fingertip search,” Sam and Daniel sang out together, grinning at one another.

Jack sagged.  He divided the group up, assigning each of them a level to search.

"What about you?" Daniel asked.

"I thought I'd co-ordinate," Jack said calmly, looking Daniel right in the eye.

"Really," Daniel said, looking blandly back.

"Daniel is the expert, Sir," Sam announced brightly.  "Isn't it a more effective use our resources for Daniel to co-ordinate and for you to search under his comm…" Sam made her catch obvious and went smoothly on…"Direction?"  She peered up to the uppermost level, the one the colonel had cheerfully assigned Daniel, and smiled.  "He may have to yell a little," Sam observed sweetly.

"Thank you, Carter," Jack scowled at his unrepentant 2IC.

"You're very welcome, Sir," Sam said chirpily.  She smiled broadly at Daniel as she sauntered past him to the steps Ula and Una were swarming up like monkeys.  Sam sighed.  She was getting OLD.  She was looking the big four-oh in the eye and she was old.  She felt like she'd been beaten by a big, ugly stick, and the only place she wanted to swarm right now was back into Hueil's huge bed, heaped with feathers and fire-lit skin and…Totally unprofessional to gloat, but oy!  All was very right with her world.  Totally right, in a way that made her knees buckle.  The view ahead of her was great, and the irritated stamping from behind her was just as satisfying in its own way.  The colonel did like to share the load.

Jack stormed up the steps behind Carter who added insult to injury by getting off on the first level, which he'd assigned her because she was tired.  He had to climb all the way to the top.  Hidden doors, priest holes and secret passages.  "Very Hardy Boys," he called down to Daniel.  Jack tossed another sour glance Carter's way.  Or maybe Nancy Drew.

Grania, Hueil and the girls peeled off ahead of him and started to search.  Strangely enough, Carter had started her search moving clockwise, the Barre anti.  He didn't know why; it just struck him as an odd coincidence.

When Jack got onto his level he had no hesitation in taking a breather, first prodding then leaning thankfully against the balcony.  His knees were screaming and he and his back were no longer on speaking terms.  And talking of speaking, or speaking of talking, his beloved was swanning round at ground level, animatedly calling out commands - Jack knew a command when he heard one, and Daniel tended to be somewhat emphatic in his delivery of said commands - and answering the questions the Barre were foolishly calling down to him.  They had no survival instincts at all.  Jack had learned long ago that giving Daniel an iota of a glimmer of interest resulted in him taking Jack's life.  Vigorous suppression, that was the answer.  There was nothing that couldn't wait for a really good illustrative textbook and a beer back home.  Or slides.  Jack got Daniel, and that sometimes meant he also got slides.  It was hard to believe he hadn't figured out sooner what that meant.  Maybe one of them should have just cut the crap and put out an ad in the personals.

He could imagine how Daniel's would have gone.  'Wanted: pushy, pissy Air Force colonel.  Moody, manipulative, aggressive, possessive and obsessive.  Cynicism, brashness, surface stupidity and sarcasm welcomed.  Touchy-feely tolerated, vague glimmer of interest in S.O.'s life's passion sought in vain.'  Yeah.  Right.  Jack looked down as Daniel moved over to the other side of the room to talk to Hueil, then did a double-take.  "Oh, Daniel?" Jack carolled.

Daniel turned.  "Jack?"

"X marks the spot," Jack pointed.

Daniel looked down at his feet, then up at Jack, obviously confused.

"Wheel of fire down below," Jack clarified impatiently.  Had the man never seen Indiana Jones?

Daniel looked down, then Jack sniggered as heads appeared over the edges of all the balconies.  The heads all looked down and then they all looked up.

"You guys don't get the History Channel?" Jack asked innocently as he made his last withdrawal from the friendly bank.  He wheeled round and scampered back down the steps, grinning fiendishly.   The grin broadened into a smile as he took in Daniel's wide, sparkling eyes.

"You're very good," Daniel murmured admiringly as Jack loped over to his side.

"Self-taught," Jack announced proudly, chuckling at Daniel's totally unconvincing scowl.  He made room for Carter, decided he wasn't going to mess with Grania and made more room, then the twins shoved him bodily out of the way, and he slunk over to Anwyl's side as Hueil closed the gap.

"Oy," Anwyl sighed heavily.

"Ay," Jack agreed gloomily.  He felt the need to mess with Daniel's mind.  "You would have gotten it," Jack called consolingly.  "Eventually."  Daniel just winked at him with the confidence of a man who had him…Jack sighed.  A man who damn well knew he had Jack just where he wanted him.  "Kinda sucks the fun right outta…er…" he glanced edgily at Anwyl.  "TMI," he said briskly.

Daniel stared down at the subtle gradations of colour in the marbled floor, muted shades of browns, greys and creams, the wheel spiralling out from a circle of silver, set dead centre.  "Jack, can you walk out to the circumference?" Daniel asked, watching as Jack backed off about ten feet and held position.  "Sam, you stay with me," Daniel ordered, grinning as Sam stuck her tongue out at him and mock saluted.  "Could the rest of you follow the circle and mark the edge for me?"  The Barre headed over at once to Jack and began to pace out the circumference, spreading out on either side, Anwyl stopping at about the same distance to Jack's right as Una stopped at his left.  Ula paced the same distance beyond her sister, Grania moved the same distance beyond Anwyl and Hueil took a place opposite Jack.

"Six points," Daniel mused.  He walked over to Jack, following the curve of the cream pattern in the marble.  "Sam?"  Sam walked over to Hueil, also following a curve.  Daniel grinned at Jack.  "X definitely marks the spot.  I think this is a staircase, a five bend staircase.  The port orientation is classic top," Daniel gesture at Jack, "Bottom," Daniel turned to Hueil, "With the others at North, East, South and West."

"A spiral staircase," Sam said.  "Activated by the silver disk at the centre?"

"Presumably," Daniel agreed absently as he walked back to the centre of the wheel and turned slowly, staring at each sector in turn.  No silver markings at the ports, no runes carved into the marble.  "I'll head up," he decided.  "Check it out from above.  Maybe everyone should step outside the circumference, just in case."  Daniel loped up the stairs two at time, stopping at the fifth level to peer down.  The perspective wasn't right, so he climbed higher, to the top.  The pattern in the marble was a pictorial representation of the wheel of fire, though it lacked two of the eight points usually seen in Celtic representations on Earth. The certainty was top and bottom.  "Do you celebrate Yule at midwinter?" Daniel called down.

"Ay," Grania called back.

Then Jack was Yule, and Hueil Litha, the equivalent of Belenos' Day here.  Litha, like Beltane, was a fire festival.  Daniel glanced around the empty chamber, frustrated.  He looked at Hueil, then raised his eyes to follow the same point up the length of the wall, looking for anything.  He didn't see anything until Hueil moved to answer a low-voiced question from Sam, then he saw a faint sheen of silver on the wall on the ground level.

"Sam?  Can you check out that disk please?" Daniel called, pointing behind her.  Sam turned and headed over to the wall, reaching up to probe delicately at the small disc.  Sam tapped on it, then carefully pressed it, then finally pushed it to one side.  It seemed to shift easily beneath her fingers.  Sam shot him the thumbs up as the disk locked into position above a freshly revealed, familiar amethyst crystal.

"Déjà vu," Jack called.

Yeah.  Daniel turned and walked around his level until he was behind Jack, and he found a disk there too.  He pushed at his and found it moved with the lightest of pressures.  Daniel locked his disk into position.  That was Yule and Litha, top and bottom, so he'd find Imbolc behind Ula on the next level down.  Daniel ran down the steps, located the disk and locked it open.  "Sam?  Hueil?  Could you come up and help, please?" Daniel asked.  "You're looking for the same kind of disk on the wall on the second level, equidistant between where Anwyl and Jack are standing, and on the third, where Anwyl is standing."

"Got it!" Sam called back, heading purposefully back to the steps.

Daniel climbed down to the sixth level and the Ostara disk, then the fifth and Beltane.  He met up with Sam on the fourth level at the Samhain disk.

"Daniel?" Sam asked curiously.

"If the disks were placed in the correct sequence, we'd have a smooth sweep down from Yule on the uppermost level to Samhain at ground level.  They're not, and that suggests to me the connection will be made by the crystals," Daniel explained excitedly.  "You didn't see the crystals refract on the platform but I think the same thing will happen here.  The light would have to be powered, because we're underground…"

"Which it obviously is or we'd be in pitch dark," Sam agreed.  "You think the light beams will take a specific, targeted path?"

"I do, Sam, but I think everyone should get out of there regardless, the crystals could punch light through solid objects like a laser," Daniel said firmly.  "At some point the energy beam will strike the Samhain disk and then I think it will complete a circuit."

Sam went at once to the balcony.  "Sir?  I think everyone had better withdraw to the hallway.  We're expecting these crystals to begin refracting once we've freed the last of them to complete the circuit.  Daniel is concerned about his experience on the platform when the crystals erratically discharged their initial energy surge."

"Fall back," the colonel ordered at once.  “Who’s throwing the switch?”

“It only takes one to lift the cover,” Daniel said at once.

“It takes two to cower abjectly behind cover,” Sam riposted.  “Both of us,” she called down.

“Be careful.  Those crystals could give Industrial Light and Magic a run for their money,” the colonel warned them as the Barre obediently booked to take shelter immediately behind the huge stone doors.

“I think the discharge will be immediate,” Sam speculated.  “The energy isn’t being built up, but held back.  I’m going to flip this baby up as fast as I can, then we dive for cover behind the balcony as…”

“Fast as we can,” Daniel agreed.

“On three,” Sam warned, checking Daniel was poised and ready to run.  Sam set her fingertips on the disk, careful to reach down onto it so her skin didn’t come into contact with the crystal.  “Three.  Two.  One.”  Sam pushed the disk smoothly around, give it a beat to lock into position then Daniel pulled her clear as power thrummed through the room.  As they tore around the curve of the balcony for cover, Sam caught the crystal on the next level up light and amethyst beams beginning to pierce the room.  She and Daniel dove headlong for the ground, huddled and stayed down as the thrum escalated to an ear-popping whine and the whole chamber lit with amethyst light.  Sam patted Daniel on the shoulder to keep him down while she moved cautiously to sit up, rubbing her face up the smooth stone of the balcony, hesitating, then darting her head up and over.  She dropped on her ass instantly.  “There was a final crystal in the roof.  The one on the top level is feeding power into it, and there’s a big column of light dead centre, feeding light down.  The beams are all over the room, but targeted.  They’re not refracting now.  I think we can risk it.”

“Okay,” Daniel agreed.  He scrambled to his knees and followed as Sam ran along to the steps, bent over at the waist, cautiously emerging.

“Holy Hannah,” Sam breathed.  “When you’re right, you’re right.”

Daniel stepped out and broke into a smile.  The floor had fallen away to reveal stairs, spiralling down.

“That’s amazing,” Sam said.  “To spend so much time making something of that complexity just so they didn’t have to booby trap this place or dispel fondly held beliefs.”

“Maybe their imminent demise as a race focused their minds, Sam,” Daniel suggested as they made their way down, the steps taking them safely beneath the web of light beams.  “Maybe they tried to do for the people here what they couldn’t do for themselves.  The people of the Dwelling Place are a living legacy of the Ancients and their culture.  The parallels with Earth culture are so clear…” Daniel broke off, knowing Sam didn’t have time for this.

Sam skirted the staircase and ran over to the beam of light at ground level.  She turned and hollered that they were clear and the colonel cautiously emerged.

“Don’t touch those beams of light,” Jack warned as the twins ran across to join Carter.  Daniel was poised at the top of the staircase that had eaten the floor, one foot suggestively planted on the first step.

“I think the staircase will be held open until the power supply is interrupted,” Sam suggested.  “If we cap this crystal when we come back up, the beam will break, and the stairs will rise back up.”

“The stairs won’t descend far, Jack,” Daniel agreed.  “The circumference isn’t great enough.  Maybe down a level and out into another hallway?”

“If this great spear is down here, then we’re either looking at something that would fit in a purse, a back door or something so goddamn big it needs a silo,” Jack muttered, moving over to join Daniel as the Barre oohed and aahed.  “We have explosives, weapons that can destroy or at least bury the technology the Ancients left behind.  Be sure you want us to do this.”

Grania slipped her hand into Anwyl’s as they walked over to Jack and Daniel’s side.  She looked up at her husband.  “We’re sure, Jack.  We’ll have war else,” she said determinedly.

Jack nodded.  “If it helps, I think you’re making the only choice you can, the responsible choice.  I’d do the same.”  He was aware of Daniel straightening beside him and could only be glad Daniel let it go.  “Ula and Una?  I want you two to stay here and cover.” Jack grinned when the girls’ faces fell.  “ Carter is going to give you her radio and show you how to make it work.  If anyone comes down here, you’re to use the radio and tell me immediately, is that clear?”  Jack didn’t miss the sly sidelong glances.  “Do not get into a fight with anyone.  You two got that?” he ordered sternly.  The twins raised melting eyes to his.  “Don’t kid a kidder, kids.  Yes!  You would.  We all know you would.  So I’m telling you.  You can’t.”

Jack led the way as Carter demonstrated how to use the radio.  Daniel was hard on his heels, the other Barre hard on Daniel’s.  Jack’s radio clicked.

//Verrrry pretty!//

“You too, Una, now knock that off,” Jack said pleasantly.

//Ula!//

Jack grinned at the stiff tone.  “Same difference,” he suggested provocatively.  “O’Neill out.”  He picked his way carefully down the flight of steps, relieved to see light reflecting from the hallway that began at the bottom step.  It too sloped down and ended in a stone door.  Jack walked steadily for about fifty metres and waited for Grania and Hueil to reach out confidently to the silver disks embedded in the door.  It swung open at their touch; then they stepped back to allow Jack and Daniel to go in.

Jack looked up.  And up.  And up.  There was a definite siloey feel to the chamber and…”Unless the Ancients did an Airfix kit for that, it ain’t goin’ nowhere.  Big honkin’ space gun.  Big.  Huge.”  He grimaced at Daniel.  “Looks like we blow the joint.”

“Do we have enough C-4?” Daniel asked dubiously.  The great spear wasn’t just big, it was positively bombastic.

“Hol-y buckets!” Sam gasped as she walked into the silo. “No way we have enough plastique to blow that phallus.”  She stiffened as the colonel and Daniel shot her hard looks.  What?  She wasn’t allowed to alliterate now? Plastique, puppy?  Sheesh!  “Sir, if the shield device is also in here we can’t risk damage to that either,” Sam warned them.  “I think we’re going to have to look for a way to sabotage the spear.”

“Penarddun mentioned the existence of other devices,” Daniel interjected.  “The First Scribe was ‘allowed’ in here by whatever knowledge she alone had access to, but I’m guessing after the library was dismantled, she saw the disks and the wheel just like I…”

“I,” Jack corrected in the interests of accuracy.

“Jack did,” Daniel snapped. “It’s possible this led her to experiment and come down here, but without detailed knowledge of the language, the runes, she wouldn’t be able to get the equipment to work.  In the sites we’ve surveyed so far, the Ancients always favour the activation of runes to operate their technology.  It requires a level of linguistic expertise which is its own safeguard.”

“We can take none of Barrecis’ wonders,” Grania said vehemently, “Lest all come seeking the rest.”

“Ay,” Anwyl agreed.  “It is all or nothing.  No Place may possess such a ‘technology’ for all will want a share in it, and how can that be?  We are what we are,” he said sadly.

“No easy answers, my friends,” Hueil said sorrowfully.  “What may at first do good may in the end do more harm than this big, honkin’ space gun.”

Jack turned on his heel and walked away, head held high as both his kids cringed.  Was it his fault the Barre liked him?  He’d be apologising for breathing next.  “You gonna get this, or do we have to catch the next space gun?” he sniped.  He heard the sighs echoing.  Daniel and Carter caught up with him at the control panel-cum-mini altar deal for the gun.  “Carter, take a look around, see what else you can find and report back,” Jack ordered quietly.

“Sir,” Sam nodded and turned away.

Daniel stepped up to the control panel.  “I don’t know how much help I’ll be, Jack.  I’ve told you before that it’s not just a matter of translation; the context is vital too.  This is going to take time,” he warned as Jack hovered.

Jack shrugged and headed off after Carter.  “Carter?”

“Over here, Sir,” Carter called back.

Jack picked up the pace and double-timed it on over to her position.  His jaw dropped when he saw the rear wall of the silo.  The machinery for the spear and presumably the shield was dead centre, but the wall shimmered clear, a shitload of arcane devices stacked up neatly behind it.  “Force field?”

Sam nodded and pointed out another of those little stone control panels at either side of the field.  “Sir, I hate to be negative but I don’t think we can do this,” Sam said softly.  “It’s piling the pressure on Daniel in the time scale we have, and I think he’s exhausted now.”  Sam knew the feeling.  “If we slip up down here, the people would be defenceless, or worse, this thing could explode and take out everything.  We have no idea what the defensive capability of the gun is.  It could be catastrophic.”

Jack grimaced.  “Suggestions?”

“Well, Sir, Daniel is convinced the Ancients saw these people as a living legacy, that they wanted them protected and isolated until they were naturally ready for advancement.  They have a headstart with Daniel’s teaching, and if the rest of them are half the people the Barre are, they’ll make it.  It’ll take time, but they will make it.  Maybe enough time they’ll be ready for all this,” Sam argued.  “My suggestion is we take out the crystals, disable the staircase mechanism permanently.  We can cap the first two, and then destroy them with C-4.  Destroy them all if we want to make sure.  As the crystals power the Leth here and on P4Y-890, the odds are good they’re irreplaceable.  When the Barre can figure a way round that, then we can hope they’re ready to use this technology wisely,” Sam suggested.

She was relieved when the colonel nodded approvingly.

“Let’s go,” Jack ordered.  Putting everyone out of temptation’s way?  Sounded good to him.  He could always present the option of a return to Hammond.  They could sure as shit get back in if they had to.  They could, but Jack wasn’t sure if he should even suggest it.  His duty was to obtain technology that could aid them in their defence against the Goa’uld, but he was too aware of the consequences in this case.  These were good people and a lot of them would die if the technology got into the wrong hands here.  Jack would have to lead an army to take it from them, and that would mean a lot of good people dying at his order.  Both scenarios were unacceptable.

What was making Jack waver wasn’t the moral stance, or even the pragmatic.  It was the personal.  Daniel.  He was far too aware right now of what the consequences would be for his relationship with Daniel.  Maybe it was childish, but Jack needed Daniel’s respect.  Jack didn’t want to be nobly forgiven for fucking up yet again, he didn’t want Daniel making allowances, not able to talk freely…Shit, he didn’t want to disappoint Daniel full-stop.  He’d never wanted to, but he’d never hesitated to do his duty regardless.  Jack was hesitating now.  He could look like a loveless asshole in front of a friend, but couldn’t manage it with his lover?  He had some serious adjusting to do.

Jack stood back and let Carter go through her spiel again, not missing the way Daniel sagged with relief at his reprieve or the warmth of his smile when Jack piped up and again told the Barre it was their decision.  Jack let Carter take point, the Barre trailing along behind her, then walked Daniel out, walked close, close enough Daniel leaned a little.

“Thank you,” Daniel murmured, smiling tiredly at Jack.  The shock of adrenaline had long since worn off and Daniel felt as if he was running on nerves and willpower.  He wanted to put his head down and sleep for a week.  Daniel was surprised when Jack grimaced.

“Thank me later,” Jack said cryptically.

“I appreciate you letting the Barre choose for themselves, Jack,” Daniel insisted.

“It’s not over,” Jack said gravely.  “How do you think someone like Simmons or Kinsey would react to my report there’s a cache of Ancients technology here, including a planetary defence system?  Do think they’ll give a rat’s ass about the Barre?  I sure as shit don’t.”

“What are you going to say in your report?” Daniel asked involuntarily, hating himself the instant the words were out of his mouth.  He flushed.  “I didn’t mean…I know you wouldn’t…I’m sorry,” he stammered apologetically.  The argument was still heavy between them.  Jack's actions were contradicting what he'd said to Daniel then.  What Daniel didn't know was if this was pragmatism on Jack's part in light of the impossible circumstances they were trying to work under, or if Jack had genuinely had a change of heart.  He felt guilty for worrying about Jack's motivations, because it was yet more proof of the impossibility of separating their professional from their personal lives.  Daniel had promised himself he wouldn't be anything more than Jack's equal, but he didn't know how they could disagree professionally, or worse, morally, and still sleep – and work - together.

“I wouldn’t?” Jack broke in on Daniel's reverie, eyes gleaming.  “Wouldn’t be the first time, Dannyboy.”  He gave Daniel a rough shake and caught up to the Barre.  “Can we quit with this climbing shit already?” Jack growled.

“Fresh air and exercise are good for you, Jack,” Daniel said primly as he followed Jack up the stairs.  They joined Sam by the crystal at ground level, checked everyone was present and everyone was well away from the stairwell, then Sam reached around and down to safely unclip the disk, using the tip of her knife to ease the disk slowly and carefully back into place, letting gravity take it the rest of the way as she prudently jumped back.

The column of light dissolved, seeming to race up to the roof in a matter of seconds, the rest of the light beams snapping off one by one.  The stairs rose noiselessly and swiftly, solidifying once more to form the floor.

As Daniel led the Barre clear, Sam loped off towards the stairs to tackle the second crystal.  She deeply regretted the loss of the technology, but there was no way to retrieve it without danger to themselves and to the locals.  In the circumstances, she had to be pragmatic.  With the time constraints they had, there was no question of even taking a time out to study the weapon or the shield.  Maybe if they could come back…Sam sighed.  Even then it would be impossible.   Four days - five at the most if they pushed the window of opportunity to its limits.  Take out two full days of walking to and from the site, a day to gain access and seal the site…No chance unless they stranded a team off-world for a full year in the midst of what the Barre firmly believed would be a war zone.  There was no realistic chance Earth or the people of the Dwelling Place would benefit from this.  Sam decided that was what she would say, emphatically, in her mission report and in the briefing.  The colonel could be bullish, but this might be an instance where he too saw sense.

Sam checked the Barre were out from under, took a flash tube of C-4, set the primadet to four minutes and ran to the stairs.  That was just enough time for Sam and the colonel time to get clear and take cover in the hallway.  Sam huddled down next to Hueil and waited for the sharp retort of her small, controlled explosion.  The colonel waved her back and took off himself to check it out.

“Get everyone clear, Carter,” Jack called, aware of Daniel’s anxious gaze following him.

Jack found that not only had the crystal been destroyed, a neat hole about 35cm in diameter had been blasted into the wall.  He nodded, satisfied, and went on to the next crystal, methodically attaching the flash tube and setting the primadet to twenty minutes.  He worked swiftly but with absolute care and attention, setting the charge on each crystal in less than a minute, which gave him enough time to book right out of the mountain.  More goddamn running.

He could have left this ‘til morning, but if a horde of Weylyn turned up wanting their heads, there was fuck all he could do about it at close quarters.  They could only take so many, even with the P-90s.  Better to have this done.  Jack didn’t think the mountain would come down from a few dabs of C4 into solid rock.

Jack reached the surface and dashed across to take cover with Daniel behind the nearest megalith.  The rest of the group was scattered along the trail, waiting.  Jack looked at his watch.  Two minutes.  “Sorry?” he asked Daniel.

Daniel looked thoughtfully at the entrance to the Barrecis Hlaew.  “Could you take out the megalith too?”


Sam wasn’t the only one with a supporting arm round her as she stumbled through the door of the Way Place.  It was a fancy name for what was essentially a stone hut on a bleak, exposed hillside.  The temperature had plummeted as the sun set, and Sam was shivering.  She glanced back anxiously.  Anwyl was half-carrying Grania, and the twins were almost hauling the colonel and Daniel up the last few hundred yards.

The moment they were inside, Hueil leaned in and kissed her hard, his huge, heavy hand tender against her cheek.  “Our thanks, Samantha, for all you have done for us,” he said gratefully.

Sam smiled and let herself lay her weary head on his shoulder, soothed by just a moment of quietude.  Hueil’s arms came around her in a warm embrace that made her eyes sting, but he only chuckled when she steadied herself and pushed him away from her.  He caught her outflung hand and kissed it, then went to tend to the fire.  Sam staggered over to the stairs to check the room above was clear, and found the roof space was neatly divided into five curtained off sections.  This place was high in the mountains; naturally it had to be able to accommodate a party.  There were bunks in each narrow room, and a ewer for water which suggested a well nearby.

Jesus.  Sam sighed, hefted the first and headed back downstairs to draw fresh water.  The colonel met her at the doorway, rolled his eyes and peeled off with Ula and Una fussing over him to check out the barn and outhouses.  Sam followed, she could see a spring tumbling down a narrow gulley behind the stable.  With the force of the water, it took her only a few minutes to fill the ewer, and Daniel met her on her way back in, carrying out another two.  Sam smiled tiredly at him and was glad he made the effort in return.  She wanted to say he looked like she felt, but let it go.

Sam set down the water and dropped limply onto one of the chairs at the long table to haul out the food parcels.  Rationed out with MREs for breakfast, they should have enough to last them until they’d made the long walk back to Barre.  Sam shuddered away from the thought.  They’d completed their mission, the Barre – all the Places were safe from Ancients technology, but exhaustion might still beat them.  The only good thing was with eight of them; they would only have to take an hour’s watch each.  They had a chance to catch some sleep.  Sam needed it, her body was shaken by fine tremors and her eyes were leaden.

Hueil took the ewer from her to boil the kettle as the fire steadied; then he went out to check on the fuel situation.  Sam cursed herself for stupidity.  She wasn’t thinking straight.  Daniel came in with two full ewers of water, set them down; then he toiled up the stairs to fetch the last two.  Grania joined her at the table as Anwyl called out to Hueil and went to help with the wood.  Sam sat quietly and let the bustle wash over her, aware only of the need to not be alone tonight.  A need she hoped Hueil shared.  It had been so goddamn long since she slept with someone, actually shared her bed.  A narrow bunk would do.  The colonel and Daniel would be cosied up, no question.  Sam wasn’t about to play the Martyred Virgin Major.  Martyrs were insufferable.

Jack timed it so he could walk back to the house with Daniel and the water while the girls ran off to help get wood.  “They’re killing me,” he confessed ruefully.  “Where the hell do they get the energy from?”

“My hair hurts,” Daniel said simply.

“Tell me about it,” Jack agreed bitterly.  Not that they could do anything in bed, not with half the village and his 2IC about two feet away, but hope sprang eternal.  It was just about the only spring left in him.  When they got into the house, Carter was slumped at the table working out the rations as Grania unpacked hunks of meat and cheese and slabs of bread.  “Cool! Cheeseburgers,” Jack grinned.  “Put those MREs away, Major.  We’ll never be that desperate,” he teased.  Carter made the effort and grinned back, but Jack saw her hands shaking as she carefully repacked the field rations.  “Take last watch,” he ordered sharply.  Carter bit her lip, then nodded gratefully.  “Daniel, you take first watch.”

“Oh, but…” Daniel protested as he was slipping into his seat.

“But me no butts,” Jack snapped.  “I’ll take the graveyard shift and…”

“You may not,” Anwyl said sadly.  “Grania has taken the life of her sister this day and we must keep vigil and be shriven.  It is our law to speak thusly of our actions, else they become wrongs to us.  I regret, my friends, but it is for us alone.”

“We ask you to…” Grania faltered, dashing tears from her eyes.

Ula crossed her arms over her chest and scowled, blinking hard to keep her tears back.  “It is for Anwyl and Grania alone, Jack.  On the morrow they must face Ove and speak of this.”

Una sighed, leaning her head on her sister’s shoulder.  “Better to face her with heart and mind clear, ay?”

“Sir?” Sam got in before Daniel, setting her hand over Grania’s.

“It goes against the grain.”  Jack looked at the exhausted faces and thought of all these people had done for Daniel, without question, without hesitation.  They believed in their laws and he had to respect that.  Grania had no choice but to kill her sister to save Daniel, but he had a choice to honour her loss and the ways of these people.  He nodded tightly and some of the strain eased from Grania’s pale face.  Jack dropped a rough hand to her shoulder, then took his own chair next to Daniel.

Hueil sat next to Sam and everyone fell on the food, eating in near silence.  The only distraction was the girls jumping up to make the tea when the kettle boiled.  Sam sat back, the edge off her hunger, slowly sipping the fragrant herbal tea.  She found her eyes drifting to the colonel and Daniel, literally shoulder to shoulder.  In fact, if Daniel slumped any more, his head would be on the colonel's shoulder.  Sam didn’t miss the way Daniel was focusing on Grania, and nor did the colonel.  He made Daniel eat, his rough tone and brisk orders not fooling anyone.

Sam smiled a little.  She wondered if either of the men even realised they were as close, as knowing and intimate as Grania and Anwyl.  The Barre didn't see anything amiss, but they were passionately devoted to one another.  Same sex relationships occurred in any society, of course, but the way the Barre viewed such relationships was destined to be one of the many things they would walk away wondering about.

Hueil's hand curved over Sam's thigh, gripping gently.  Sam slipped her own hand beneath the table over his, grateful for his solid, unquestioning support.  God, she hoped they got to make love again tonight, just once.  She needed him so badly.  Sam sighed.  And yes, she was going to miss Hueil.

Jack decided it was time to call it a night.  Both Daniel and Carter were punchy and they had a hell of a long haul tomorrow to make it back to Barre.  He nudged Daniel in the ribs and mouthed 'bed' when Daniel looked up muzzily.  Jack took Daniel's hand and helped him to his feet.  Carter nodded gratefully and got slowly to her feet, Hueil's steadying hand at her elbow.  The girls headed over to refill their teacups then joined the chorus of goodnights to Grania and Anwyl.

Jack's last glimpse of the two was of Anwyl taking a weeping Grania into his arms.

Hand in hand, Ula and Una slipped into the cubicle at the far end of the narrow hallway.  Jack said nothing as Hueil led a weary Carter into the middle cubicle.  Daniel's eyebrow raised, more in concern than curiosity, Jack thought, but Daniel was too damn tired to do more than register.

"Bed, Jackson," Jack ordered firmly, a balled fist in the small of Daniel's back propelling him the last few steps to peace and privacy.  Jack was setting his weapon, vest and pack where they’d be close to hand as the curtain was falling free behind them.  He turned and batted away Daniel's clumsy fingers, unbuttoning his jacket rapidly.  Jack went into automatic pilot, unbuckling, unzipping, unlacing, tugging until Daniel was down to his BDUs and bare feet.  Jack shucked his own boots and Tee in record time as Daniel stood where Jack had left him.   The moment Jack returned to Daniel's side, Daniel slowly settled his head on Jack's shoulder.

"Hey," Jack said gently, wrapping his arms tight around Daniel.

"Hey yourself," Daniel kissed Jack's throat.

"You scared the shit out of me," Jack growled.

"Ditto."

"Don't do that again!"

"Don't plan to."

"Love you."

"Me too."

"Well, the way you love the sound of your own voice, Jackson, that's not news," Jack teased as he manoeuvred Daniel over to the bunk.  They were going to have to lie side by side, but that wasn't as close as Jack needed to be.

Daniel fumbled at the covers and slid into the bunk, Jack's solid weight and heat pinning him to the wall.  Daniel found he liked the sensation.  The reassurance.  "I'm sorry," he mumbled gruffly into Jack's shoulder.  Jack's response was to tighten his grip, throw a possessive leg heavily over Daniel, and to kiss him, a soft promise of a kiss.

"Not now, okay?" Jack warned him softly.  "I know you're thinking about Grania and Keelin, but they both made their choices.  They knew the law and we didn't.  This is not our fault, and Grania does not blame us.  They have to uphold the laws they have or everyone is at risk.  This wasn't a big moral choice, Daniel.  They didn't hesitate.  If Ginebra's household was attacked with impunity, any Chieftain's could be.  Their only concern was to stop the Places going to war. We were just caught in the crossfire."

"Aren't we always?" Daniel said wearily.

Jack held Daniel as he fell asleep, almost between one word and the next.  He lay awake for a little while, lulled by the low cries and murmurs from Carter and Hueil, Grania's weeping and the beat of Daniel's heart.


There were worse ways to be awoken than being ruthlessly kissed back to consciousness by a desperate colonel.  Daniel slid his fingers into Jack's hair and opened to him.  He choked with laughter as Jack's hand quested straight down to unzip and shove clumsily at his BDUs.  With his pants pooled around his hips, Daniel found himself rolled roughly onto his back, Jack kneeing his thighs apart, his own breath quickening as skin slid over skin and their groins ground together as he swelled painfully against Jack, the need slamming through him.

Daniel pulled Jack down to him, pushing almost angrily into Jack's mouth, driving deep as Jack thrust powerfully, jolting Daniel's body beneath him.  Daniel smiled up at him lazily, stroking his feet over Jack's calves.  He laughed softly as Jack fumbled at his thighs, hoisting one leg high, to fall heavy across his back.

He loved to see Jack like this, lost in the moment, his face taut and grimacing, eyes fierce with desire and the harsh pleasure sounds grunting low on his throat.

"Kiss me," Jack demanded as Daniel smiled sweetly up at him.  Daniel seemed almost purring with satisfaction as he twined himself around Jack, legs hooked now around Jack's waist, fingers ghosting over Jack's back and shoulders, fleeting touches that made him shudder with need.  "Never…" Jack hissed, slamming into Daniel's supple, silken body, warm and pliant beneath him. "Do…" He dropped his head to bite at Daniel's jaw, his throat and shoulders.  "That…" He hefted Daniel for a moment; let him fall back to the bed, his ass settling onto Jack's clenched fingers. "Again."

“Shut up and kiss me, O’Neill,” Daniel ordered silkily, skimming his own hands down over the contours of Jack’s back to knead his ass.  He loved how the hot, satin skin pulled tight over the powerfully flexing muscles as Jack rocked and thrust against him, snarling at Daniel as sweat and oozing dicks robbed him of friction to a deep, slow glide.  Daniel felt the pleasure boiling through him, needed more, NOW, dropped his legs to brace his feet against the bunk, ignoring Jack’s low growl.  When Daniel thrust up into Jack, the growl warmed and Jack finally dropped his head to kiss Daniel.

Jack’s tongue warred aggressively with his, thrusting and shoving as Jack sucked and bit, raw emotion tearing into Daniel.  Lungs burning, Daniel rode out the storm until Jack throttled back the pressure, gentling despite himself.  As the kiss drowsed, their thrusting was becoming frenzied, Daniel slamming into Jack so hard they lifted from the bed.  They had no rhythm, only need, driving and straining awkwardly into each other in a clash of hips, grips bruising in desperation.

“Love you,” Jack grated through clenched teeth, scrubbing his sweating brow over Daniel’s.

Daniel reared up and returned the pressure, his cheek hard against Jack’s, shoving him back.  “Love you too.”

Jack’s smile lit his face, his cheek caressing.

They rubbed restlessly against one another, biting lips and stifling groans in gritted teeth as the pleasure bit deep and spiralled, dizzying them.  Daniel arched his back luxuriously as the tight pleasure at his core shuddered through him and pulsed out, heat shivering against his sweat-soaked skin as he came, Jack’s gloating, possessive eyes fixed on his as Jack stilled and spasmed, coming hard and jerking against Daniel.

Daniel braced leaden arms to catch Jack as he fell, heavy, heaving and needy onto Daniel’s chest.  “I’m here, I’m safe,” Daniel promised, his hands tight against Jack’s head as he strained into Daniel’s throat.

“Shit,” Jack whispered against the flushed, heated skin.  “Shit.  This was too close, Danny.  Too soon, you know?”

“I know,” Daniel agreed sadly.  “It got real too quick.  I’m struggling to see my way clear.  I thought…We can’t separate our lives into nice, neat compartments, Jack.  There is no work and home, no dividing line.  Maybe if we weren’t doing this…”  Not that Daniel could even imagine giving up SG-1.  “I just don’t know.  There are going to be times when we disagree, when we can’t agree.  That’s going to come home with us.  What happens the first time we have a fight?  Or one of us doesn’t want sex?  Will those feelings spill over in the field?”

“I don’t know,” Jack admitted.  “I’ve never done this before.  I have never, ever gotten involved with anyone I served with.”  He caught Daniel’s sudden shift.  Jack took hold of Daniel’s stubbornly tilted chin.  “Never,” he insisted softly.  “This is it for me.  Us.  I’m not gonna quit, so we have to make it work.”  He stole a hard kiss, softening himself as Daniel melted against him.  “I don’t want to give up the Barre to Simmons and his ilk,” Jack admitted ruefully.  “I just don’t know if that’s me, or for you.  I really don’t.”  He stole another kiss as Daniel tried to speak.  “I know motives matter to you, Daniel.  Hell, I try to let them matter to me.”  Not that he always had that luxury, or succeeded when he had.  Jack was supposed to be dispassionate.  When he got involved, his kids got hurt.  Daniel got hurt.  “There aren’t any easy answers here.  I can’t even tell you I can stop.  I can’t.  I won’t,” Jack warned fiercely.

Daniel was warmed through by Jack’s vehemence.  “Never happen,” he promised.

Jack kissed Daniel again, and let himself accept the proffered comfort, Daniel’s arms closing hard around him.  Hell, he couldn’t even promise Daniel they would never again have sex on a mission.  He wasn’t perfect, not even close.  Daniel walked into this with his eyes wide open.  The only thing Jack could offer as a promise was honesty.  Everything else, they’d have to work at.  Amusement quivered through him suddenly.  When had they not worked at this thing between them?  Even Daniel admitted their friendship didn’t come easy.  Why did he imagine it would be all hearts and flowers now they were lovers?  When did anything come easy to either of them?  “Never happen,” Jack agreed.

Daniel kissed Jack’s bowed tenderly.  “You’d really do that for me?” he asked tentatively.  “Protect the Barre?”

“That’s not a good thing, Jackson,” Jack grumbled.  “I’d feel a lot better about us if I was hog-tying you to a horse and dragging you back to the gate cursing me every step of the way for a loveless bastard.”

“Already did that,” Daniel teased.  “Mean horse.  Kicked, bit and shit.”  He kissed Jack again.  “I called him O’Neill,” he crooned fondly.  He relaxed as Jack’s lips curved against his skin.

“Prick,” Jack complained.  “Did we resolve anything?”

Had they?  Daniel still didn’t know if Jack was being altruistic or selfish in helping the Barre, but then neither did Jack.  He did know Jack was smart enough to know it, and say it.  Daniel figured maybe it was enlightened self-interest on Jack’s part, an all too rare occasion where his needs tallied with Jack’s ability to satisfy them, allowing Jack to be altruistic.  It also wouldn’t be without cost.  The only time Jack had falsified a report had been to allow Daniel to stay with Sha’uri, and to protect the people of Abydos.  Hammond had called his bluff, but this time round Jack would be dealing with Simmons.  Though Daniel would make sure Jack wasn’t dealing with Simmons alone.

“Yes,” Daniel said emphatically.  “We’ve resolved that with the time constraints and the volatility of the political situation, we were unable to retrieve any technology but did secure it for future retrieval by a suitably equipped party,” Daniel quoted an imaginary report.  “Just use your imagination for equipped,” he suggested

“Lie with the truth?” Jack admired.  “That’s practically Zen.”

“That’s what they pay me the big bucks for,” Daniel smirked.

“Like I haven’t noticed?” Jack observed gently.  “You started out wearing my pants and now your dinner plates are worth more than my house.”

“Don’t be ridiculous, Jack,” Daniel sneered.  “The truck, maybe.”


“I’m hungry,” Daniel muttered.

“Don’t be ridiculous,” Jack muttered back.  He made a great show of checking his watch, flipping and sealing the cover with precision.  “You only ate…”

“Eight…”

“Hours ago.”

“I’m going to faint,” Daniel insisted defiantly.

“Knock yourself out,” Jack said callously.  “I’ll just get the girls to roll you down the mountain.”

"Down?" Daniel echoed incredulously, gaping up at the trail they were climbing.

"Down," Jack insisted defiantly.

“Home run,” Daniel observed to the rocks, apropos of annoying the crap out of Jack.  Eight hours?  That’s about how long Jack had been saying they were on the home run.  They weren’t on the home anything.  They were in fact Grand Old Duke of Yorking it through a precipitous pass in the mountains after Sam had spotted a party of Weylyn scouring the trail a few miles ahead of them and only after three hours walking.  Three.  Hours.  Three.

It wasn’t anybody’s fault, but Sam was white-faced, sheer guts and determination powering her up this pass.  The difference in Sam’s condition and Jack’s was of course microscopic and unlike Sam, Jack was disdaining everyone’s help.  Daniel had fallen back on being as aggravating as he could manage.  He was walking as close as he dared already, but if they didn’t get a break soon, he really was going to have to pitch a fainting fit so he could get his hands on Jack and help him.  Stubborn bastard didn’t know when to quit.  Couldn’t he see that people…that Sam was worried about him?

“I think I just saw a goat fall off this mountain,” he complained bitterly, eyeing Jack anxiously.

“Is this the part where you tell me, big surprise, ha ha, you really do feel faint?” Jack asked chattily, refusing to admit even to himself he wanted to hit the ground and throw up, not necessarily in that order.  If the fucking gradient got any more brutal, they’d be crawling up this mother on hands and knees.  His mood was not improved in any way by the fact the Barre were bouncing around full of the joys of spring.

“You’re sure this path will bring us out near the Leth?” Daniel called up to Grania, marching ahead of them, her hair snapping in the breeze.

“Ay!” Grania called back.  “It is still our thought best it is you just go.  If there be any way we can send your things through before the Leht returns to Belenos, we will.”  She turned impulsively to face them.  “Sorry I am I did not think on this sooner, Daniel," she apologised, shamefaced.

"Oh, no," Daniel called at once, distressed.

"The people of Weylyn be within the law to have the asking of this matter and of you, and naught Ginebra could do, else it come back on Barre in our turn," Anwyl agreed.

“The striving would be three full days and nights, Jack,” Hueil said soberly.  “And you would be here with us a full year for that.”  He glanced betrayingly to Sam for just a moment.  “We have enough of what you taught us, Sam and Daniel.  And we will have more of it,” he promised.  “We will have it all, together, as Barrecis intended,” he said proudly.

“Ay,” Anwyl agreed, smiling down fondly at Grania.  "It is fitting for the price we have paid for the knowledge."

Jack winced, glancing across at Daniel's regretful face as Carter sighed heavily behind him.  "Let's take five," he ordered abruptly.

"Hours?" Daniel asked as he dropped in his tracks.

"Days?" Sam muttered, sinking gratefully down onto a pile of rocks that dug painfully into her mood.  She could move or she could shoot herself.  This was not an easy choice.  "I hate you," she informed Daniel.  "You got a horse."

"It wasn't exactly a fiery steed.  It kicked, bit, and shit," Daniel complained, wounded.

"Sounds like the colonel," Sam grumbled into her water bottle.

"Which means it also had excellent hearing, Carter," Jack interjected smoothly.  He was sure that if Carter had the energy she'd have flipped him the bird.  Or shot him, depending on which she thought took least effort.  "Starting to feel like some Mickey Mouse outfit," Jack complained, eyeing the twins in stark disbelief as they scampered up the slope to check out the terrain ahead.

"Mickey Mouse?" Daniel gaped.  "We're not even making it to Porky Pig."

"I'd sell my soul to be the Road Runner," Sam said wistfully.  "Meep Meep," she whispered to Daniel.  “It would make a goddamn change from Yosemite Sam,” she muttered bitterly, keeping a wary eye on the colonel.  Sam rolled her eyes when Daniel winced sympathetically.  “School was a joy,” she said grimly.  “Happiest days of my life my ass.”

"I always liked Pepe Le Pew," Daniel whispered back, sidling a little closer so if any major in the vicinity needed to lean, she could.  It took about ten seconds for the availability of a shoulder to sink in, and then the major leaned gratefully.

"I've always seen the colonel as a cross between Pepe Le Pew and…"

"Wyle E. Coyote?" Daniel grinned at Sam as he accepted the energy bar she offered.  "Me too.  With a wide streak of Foghorn Leghorn in there."

"None of whom are deaf," Jack snapped.  He turned away to hide a smile.  He was going to have to use the Yosemite Sam when she least expected it.

"Are you disappointed about the…" Daniel and Sam asked at the same time.

"Tablets," Sam chuckled.

"Technology," Daniel said ruefully.

"Me too," Sam agreed regretfully.  "It's ironic that the one mission it looks like we hit the mother lode, the clock is beating us.  Without a Stargate, there's no way we'll ever have the time to return here long enough to survey that site," she used the terminology conscientiously.  It was a small thing, but it mattered to Daniel.  "Or catalogue the technology.  I doubt the general would authorise a mission given the cache is in hostile territory and our presence would be volatile to the local political/military situation at best."

Jack took a long draught from his canteen, not missing the obvious quoting in Carter's tone of voice.  It seemed as if his team was on the same page, maybe for different reasons, but his kids were both trying to give him a graceful out here.  They wanted to protect the Barre, clear and for once very simple.  There was no realistic chance they could ever scoop up those toys without starting a war.  Jack decided to quit beating himself up over it and just give his kids what they were hoping from him.  Daniel and Carter had both been disappointed in every other respect.  Jack glanced behind him, seeing the two heads bowed close together, a lot of quiet talk and solid comfort shared.  He shrugged.  So they'd each gotten one thing.  It was still a hell of a trip for hellacious good sex.

"Are you sorry we came?" Daniel asked tentatively as Grania and Anwyl sat down with them, Hueil taking the spot on Sam's left.

"No!" Grania snapped, clearly shocked.  "Much we will learn and do from even this short time we've had with you.  Do not let your thought be different than that."

"Ay, Grania has the way of it," Hueil agreed, dividing up his bread and cheese with Sam.

Sam smiled at him mistily, not worried about Daniel's reaction at least to her sappiness.  She'd had blinding sex with this man, the strongest and gentlest lover she'd ever known, and she was going to miss him like crazy.  Her treacherous hormones wanted to right where they were, dancing around fleeting glances and soft touches and the promise of that hot, sweet pleasure that had her weeping into his shoulder as she came.  It had been so long, so damn long.  Sam had to go back and be alone, and right now it was hard not to hate the colonel and Daniel because they were connected physically now.  They would…Daniel would grow away from her if she let him, let the colonel take him.

Wasn't gonna happen.  No fucking way.

Her choice was to keep her yap shut and be there, be with Daniel whenever they could.  Daniel couldn't know Sam knew he and the colonel were lovers, because it would hurt him to have her hold her silence.  It was against her orders, and Sam supposed it should be against her conscience, but that was nothing weighed against Daniel's happiness, and the security of both men.  Sam would look anyone in the eye and lie her lily white, impeccable service record behind right off.  No question.

Maybe she'd needed to have her eyes opened to keep her mouth shut;  all Sam knew was that she was more comfortable with herself than she had been for a long time.  This was what her life was and it was time to go for that Hallmark moment, quit whining about her lot and grab whatever was thrown at her, by the balls if necessary.

Daniel watched anxiously as Sam's troubled face cleared, then headed over to Jack with his half of the energy bar.  Jack made room on his boulder.

"If I'd gotten down there, I doubt even the girls could have shifted me," Jack confessed, embarrassed, absently rubbing his knee.  He took the energy bar and scarfed it down in about three bites.  "Can you get these intravenously?  Might help."

"Coffee," Daniel groaned.

"I'll get Fraiser to put you on a drip as soon as we get back," Jack promised faithfully.

"Have you decided what you're doing?" Daniel asked quietly.  He was certain Jack hadn't missed the exchange between Sam and he.  Jack didn't miss much.

"Lie with the truth," Jack said at once.  "We fully disclose…" He grinned as Daniel choked and looked abruptly down.  "Everything but that," he amended.

"Will you get in hot water for not accompanying me on that walk?" Daniel asked sharply.

"Probably," Jack answered casually.  "Wouldn't be the first time.  My service record is bristling with reprimands and stays of execution on various Articles."  He elbowed Daniel.  "General Ryan thought I was a handful," he said proudly.

Daniel rubbed his ribs and made suitably admiring noises.  He was well aware Jack - Jack of all people - had a bad case of hero worship for the Air Force Chief of Staff.

"I met him.  General Ryan."

"I know," Daniel agreed soothingly.  "I met him too."

Jack stiffened a little and stared at him.  "You did?  You were in Hammond's office?"

The slight edge in Jack's voice suggested disapproval of archaeologists who sucked up.

"No," Daniel said innocently.  "They came to my office."

"General Ryan?"

"Yes."

"The Air Force Chief of Staff?"

"Yes."

"He came to your office?  Why, may one ask?"

That was a good question, given the general could have been better employing his time visiting an unspecified colonel's office.  "He reads all of my reports and reviews my mission footage," Daniel beamed at Jack.  "He's a big fan," he added dulcetly.  Jack glared at him and abruptly called time, cutting off Sam as she groaned a faint, despairing protest.

Daniel smiled to himself as the burst of indignation got Jack up and over the rise.  He followed, wondering how long he'd have to wait before he put plan B into action without it being too obvious.  He was certain if he dropped back to cover the rear, Jack would be right there to cover his rear, possibly with both hands.  The P-90 did come with a harness for exactly this kind of emergency.

"If we're out of food, you want I should go back and get that goat?" Daniel called helpfully as Jack toiled over the crest of the pass.

"Bite me!" Jack snapped.

"I dunno," Daniel observed Jack doubtfully.  "I think you'd be on the tough side."

"Tough?"

"Stringy," Daniel amended pleasantly.


"How many stairs?" Sam bleated.

"Six hundred and sixty-six."

"How many?"

"Six hundred and…"

"I hate you," Sam said passionately.  She sat down on the bottom step and glared up at Daniel.  "Sir, I'm sorry."  Sam bitterly jerked her thumb at the stairs.  "I need to work up to this, and that's on hands and knees."

"Move over," Jack ordered.  He parked his ass and glared up at Daniel too.  "Do us a favour, willya? Try to look exhausted!  It would make us feel so much better," he drawled witheringly.

"I am exhausted!" Daniel said indignantly.

"As are we all," Grania snapped grimly.  "Have I a soldier or my Ove with a gun?" she asked Jack unkindly.

"Now that's unfair," Jack protested.  "Carter's the one who's been whining."

"Me?  Try Daniel," Sam riposted.

"I have not…"

"Peace!!!" Grania roared.  She stood before them, face stormy, one foot tapping menacingly.  "You may rest for 'five' and no more.  It will be dark and it is my thought toppling headlong from Belenos' Leth is not the cure for what ails you!"

Jack blew her a kiss and gloated as she smiled involuntarily.

"You need not think to work your whiles on me, Jack," Grania said coldly.  "I am no sucker."

"What?" Jack demanded as his kids sagged and glared at him.  Grania was technically on guard, while Jack and Carter were technically holding the Leth against hostiles, but the truth was the rest of the Barre were checking out movement in the tree line and Jack should be with them.  He thought he could have made it down, but he was sure they would have had to carry him back up.  So here they were, holding jack-shit and whining.  "What was that again?" he asked Daniel.

"Porky Pig."

"Not on his worst day, Danny," Jack said regretfully.  A noise from behind Grania brought him to his feet, locking and loading.  "Carter," he snapped tersely.

"Do we lose range if we shoot sitting down?" Sam muttered as she got to her feet and they stepped in front of Grania.  She could sense Daniel's frustration as Grania stood, bow at the ready.  That reminded her.  "We weren't able to recover Daniel's weapon, Grania.  The small gun."

"We will search for it down by the river where Daniel was taken from us.  If it was not among the Weylyn, and it is not by the river, it is my thought perhaps the weapon was tried and when it failed as do these," Grania gestured at the P-90s, "it was not kept.  It would do no harm thusly?"

"Not without ammunition, but you should still try to recover it and keep it safe.  A man like Hueil might be able to figure out how to use it," Sam emphasised.

"Quiet," Jack hissed as heads appeared at the opposite end of the ridge leading to the Leth.  He relaxed infinitesimally when he saw Anwyl and Hueil, and the girls, plus a few other faces he recognised from the feast the first night, and the women from the rescue party.

The Barre moved swiftly and sure-footed across the ridge.  Jack counted twenty, and realised their decision to cross to this side was tactical.  He moved out to meet Anwyl.  "Trouble?" he asked.

"Weylyn comes in force to bring you to question," Anwyl said simply.  "Barre has led them a merry dance on the mountain but they are hard on our heels now.  I am sorry, my friend but you must be gone before they lay eyes on you and set the blame at Barre's door."

When Jack looked back, Carter and Daniel were backing up the steps as the Barre took up positions, three deep, three steps apart, allowing them to shoot over the heads of the people in front.  Jack looked at the kill-zone.  The Weylyn could only cross one at a time if they pushed it.  They used to say the bow was the machine gun of the ancient army…Jack nodded, satisfied.  The Barre would hold.  "Reinforcements?"

Anwyl smiled wolfishly.

"You kicked their asses," Jack said smugly.

"We were victorious," Anwyl corrected him primly.

"It goes against the grain to cut and run," Jack told him as they walked back to join the others.  "We don't leave our people."

"Nor do we, and until you step into the Leth, Jack, you are all our people."

Jack watched the love-fest of fierce hugs, kisses and tears…"No sniffling, Carter," Jack warned.  "No sniffling in the Air Force."

"And I suppose that's grit in your eye," Daniel grumbled.

Jack winked at him.  He shook Anwyl's hand.  "Thanks," he said intently, holding the man's gaze.

"It is well, Jack," Anwyl assured him.

Daniel hugged Grania convulsively.  "I'm sorry," he whispered.  "I'm so sorry."

"Do not be, Daniel.  It is hard, but rather my sister dead at my hand and with my love and sorrow than my Ove dead at the hand of a stranger," Grania's voice rang strong and clear.  "I am Barre," she said proudly.

Sam stood behind the archers, her eyes following Hueil who stood with Ula and Una where they would bear the brunt of any fight.  The girls kissed the colonel, but Hueil only looked back at Sam.  He nodded once, hard and turned his back.  Sam swallowed her regrets, tugging Daniel gently after her as the colonel gave the signal and she turned to begin the long climb.

Daniel didn't relax even when Jack caught them up at the turn, he kept glancing back to where the Barre stood easily on the steps, and guarded their retreat.

"I know," Jack told his kids softly, a hard fist knotted in the small of Daniel's back.  "I know you don't want to leave them to a fight any more than I do, but I also know they're not safe until we're gone.  When the Leht flares the Weylyn will know we've gone, and this could end without a fight."

Carter looked back down at him, bit her lip, then double-timed it, Daniel hard on her heels.  Jack felt a sharp pang of pride in his kids.  He'd never served with better people, and the difference was they had their hearts in it.  Hell, even he wasn't immune.  He picked up the pace, ignoring the savage, sickening pain in his right knee, the jarring to his back.  He could have dropped the pack the girls had shoved at him, but it held Daniel's notebook and the precious tablets, and he couldn't bring himself to deny Daniel something he wanted so much.

Sam made it to the top and doubled over, spots in front of her eyes, her head swimming dangerously.  Daniel's hand settled on the small of her back, Daniel sounding in no better state.  They were on the opposite side of from the Barre, the only way to see them would be to cross the platform and that would trigger the device.

Sam stiffened as a soft susurration echoed.  She and Daniel straightened up.  "They'll be fine," Sam said steadily, though Daniel hadn't asked.

"We hope."

"Carter, take point," the colonel ordered as he stepped onto the platform.  "We'll wait two minutes and follow, give you time to clear the platform."

"Sir," Sam acknowledged, clasping Daniel's shoulder consolingly for a moment.  “I’ll be waiting.”  Sam turned and headed briskly out towards the central tower.  The steady thrum of power reached screaming pitch and the crystals flared…

Jack watched Carter vanish between one step and the next, snatched Daniel to him and kissed him hard.  "They are not going to die.  Whatever third stringer the Weylyn can field can only get a few people into position on the other side of the ridge, and only one at a time could cross it.  Like shooting fish in a barrel.  The Barre look after their own, Danny, and if you mean any of that stuff you're always spouting to me you'll accept that this is their choice, and let this go.  They deserve that."  Jack knew it was a low blow, knew it before Daniel flinched and glared at him.  These are warning shots, no more.  I promise,” he added.  “The Barre are no different than us, Danny," he said in a softer voice.  "I get that."

"You always did," Daniel said obliquely.  It was the same instinctual acceptance that had Jack taking Teal'c into the team or choosing for the Enkarans, even if the cost was Daniel's life.  It was admirable, and as dangerously naïve as Jack believed Daniel was, another of the mass of contradictions and complexities that drove this man he’d fallen in love with.

"I've been wrong before," Jack admitted wryly.

"Not this time."  Daniel leaned in to snatch a kiss of his own as the constant whisper of arrows falling faded to silence and a great shout went up from the Barre.  "Thanks," he said softly.  "For the reality check."

"And for saving your life, and for being a kick ass tactician, and for being magnanimous in…"

“You can be such a prick, O’Neill.”

"A prick who’s right, Jackson,” Jack gloated.  “Time's up.  Carter should be clear.”  Jack ruthlessly propelled Daniel towards the towers.  “In fact…” he began brightly.

“Did I ever tell you Kevin Spacey made a movie with John Cusack?” Daniel interrupted. “’Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil’.  It’s the best of both worlds.  Kevin spends most of the movie ogling John, and I usually spend most of it ogling Kevin,” he said dulcetly.

“Wha?” Jack bleated.

The light flared…

FINIS

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